1.7.2018

Mindset and Relationships – You are the Creator

Below I share a personal experience about Relationships, Manifesting and Empowerment. But, first I want to give you some background on what the Current Energies are.

{and I posted another angle to the energies on my page last night – check it. Can you see how it’s playing out for you?}

In the coming days – if not already – you’re going to see your patterns, beliefs and wounds from your past relationships pop up in your current exchanges (not only romantic).

Some examples of your:

victimhood

– boundaries

– worthiness

– truest desires

trauma

– fears…

When you become uncomfortable, the tendency is to try and fix the other person or have expectations of how the other (s) should behave.

Have something outside you change so you can feel better inside….??? Nope!  That keeps you stuck in the subconscious cycles and limiting patterns you are very much trying to break.

What is realllllly going on, in this uncomfortable exchange, is the other person is mirroring back to you something you have within you that you are believing or holding onto and it doesn’t serve who you really are and what you really want.

{read that again}

Your SOUL knows. That is how these exchanges are brought into your life.

The healing and shift in relationships happens within YOU first then the experience shifts.

For me, there was this one particular, profound quantum leap, complete shift in my experience  that proved all I now teach about mindset, energy, manifesting, empowerment, etc.

I had a “story” running through my mind about a relationship I was in. Alllll the things wrong. It is where my mind continually focused – all the wrongness. Creating a precise order to make manifest.

And it did – the way things were playing out were awful.

Until…. I decided to tell a new story.

In this new story, I allowed myself to fantasize about what I REALLY wanted. To imagine, vision, feel my hearts desires.

Because, under the surface – and what was manifest in the relationship – was about me having buried beliefs about what having what I want, love, need, desire… meant.

Fuck! Right? Trying sooooo hard to make things work and then realize I was in the way the entire time. Ahhhh… Ugggh! But, this is how we discover ourselves. #radicalselflove

I discovered I had beliefs along the lines of not deserving, unworthy, unlovable, ashamed for wanting, afraid if I allowed myself to have it then it would go away… And maybe a few other things.

Can you relate?

So, this one day I went into a meditation and let all my inner walls down. I allowed myself feel my desires, to imagine what the ideal exchange would be like, how it would feel to allow all I wanted to feel ….  #unfuckyourmind

And that very day!!, he came home and the scene I had visualized, felt and allowed myself to experience through my whole BEing, played out.

It was one of those mind blowing, alchemical, complete 180 before my eyes manifestations that reminded me of my power and showed me how to create shifts in my life.

It is important to be clear (especially with what this current energy is kicking up) – This had nothing to do with me changing him or having an expectation of his behavior.

It was about Me. My inner story, beliefs and fears. Once cleared and shifted then aligning my vibration, I was able to allow the experience I reallllly wanted.

So, as these experiences and opportunities for healing and growth appear FOR YOU, go inside yourself and ask …

• what is this showing me about me?

• what need do I have that I’m projecting in the other and angry for not fulfilling?

• what do I really want?

• if this “static” was not here, what could really be possible?

You know the saying ….“It’s not you, it’s me.”

You have been calling out for MORE. Life is presenting it to you – Likely not in the way you’d expect.  No one said this would be easy. But, if you’re here, you’ve got this!

* What you see is up to you.

* What you do is up to you.

By the way Love, you cannot get it wrong.

Fiercely CLAIM what you desire and how you want to feel and watch the world match you.

oxox,

Kelly Ann

1.6.2018

Why CHANGE feels hard and when SELF SABOTAGE kicks in…

Beliefs buried in the subconscious mind are the biggest block to creating change, MANIFESTING and attracting your desires.
 
These beliefs run on auto pilot and can be difficult to recognize within yourself (as an Intuitive I see them clearly for my clients).
 
They’re hard to see yourself because these autopilot programs once served a purpose – to protect some kind of PAIN or HURT from happening.
 
Also within you are Aspects that hold these programs in place.
 
To these programs and Aspects, CHANGE becomes a THREAT.
 
And what happens is, as you begin to make change, these inner Aspects and programs kick in, turn on and do their job of running the ‘protection program’.
 
Something like:
– self sabotage kicks in,
– projecting onto others,
– avoiding what you know you want to do,
– mind chatter about all the reasons it won’t work, why you can’t have it, how you’ll fail….
 
The Aspects guarding the
• past pain,
• fear of being seen,
• vulnerability,
• unworthiness,
• shame of desires…
is the part of you that takes the sabotaging actions necessary to keep you and these programs “safe”.
 
When you get too close to going beyond the inner limitation and into sensitive territory, the program kicks into self preservation mode.
 
It is an internal set point that kicks in, automatically, to keep you from feeling what you’re afraid you’re going to feel when you reach that experience you’re striving toward.
 
Most times you won’t even see this happening until you’re 5 or 10 steps backward. That’s how cunning these inner workings are.
 
They truly believe you may get badly hurt or even annihilated. So they work real hard to not allow you to get in the way.
 
Wild how your mind works. Right?
 
If you’ve found yourself on a hamster wheel and no matter what you do you can’t seem to hit that goal, attract that love, feel abundant, lose the weight, grow your business, move forward in life…. Consider how your buried beliefs and past pains are actually “protecting” you from what you really want.
 
In the work I do with individuals, I identify these Aspects and subconscious programs and guide my clients to dismantling these barriers.
 
The Aspects and programs dismantled holistically – mind, body, spirit. Energetically, Emotionally, Spiritually.
 
This OPENS the field of POSSIBILITIES.
 
If you can dream it, you can live it.
 
Now, quit f@cking around!
 
oxox,
Kelly Ann
 
By the way….I have space for one on one clients who are ready to fully step into and claim the dream that lives in their heart.
 
If you think it’s you,,, Apply for an intuitive energy assessment call (limited number available – apply now). 
 
If you know someone who might be ready for this transformation and up-level, feel free to share.
1.5.2018

Living Life with NO Regrets


Life is too short to hold back any longer. 

 

Here is a link to a brief video shot via Facebook Live where I share a bit of my awareness, understanding and life experience about Living Life with NO Regrets.

 

If you feel like this is your year to invest in your growth, healing, and expansion… lets discuss what that looks like for you.

 

1.3.2018

Transitioning from 2017 to 2018 – Making this the best year YET!

In this video I share –

  • what the current energy is presenting
  • how life is manifesting opportunities for growth and evolution
  • how your inner limitations are manifesting
  • what you can do to create change

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12.30.2017

The Period of Exponential Growth

Exponential Growth – Coming out on TOP and Empowered.

Things feel hard? Challenging? Intense?

While it may appear life circumstances are creating the intensity, it’s really internal clutter creating external chaos.

You see, what’s really happening is…the next BEST VERSION OF YOU is trying to make its way through you.

It all feels hard now because you’re resisting and holding back your GREATNESS.

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Sounds crazy. Right?

“But this thing is happening and this person is doing this…..”

I know.

Hang with me….

Life circumstances are manifesting; some choices to be made; hard decisions in front of you.

 

What to do???

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12.27.2017

Are your inner limitations conditioned to keep you from manifesting?

Are you and have you been wanting to go beyond? To the next level? Attain a goal? 

Whatever that is for you… Whether it be around money, love, weight loss, career, relationships, health, business…

But, find yourself in a loop not quite being able to go beyond or maintain that next phase…?

You may have an inner limitation condition set to stop you in that area(s) of your life and goals.

Meaning, once you get to a certain point with money, love, health, etc., you get set back.  It could come in the form of self sabotage, distracting yourself, chaos, drama – something brings you steps back.

This condition is like an invisible ceiling.  We sense something is there but, we really can’t see it.

Don’t be too hard on yourself if you aren’t exactly where you want to be in life.  We’ve taken on and been passed down these conditions, beliefs and limitations from our ancestors, environment, societal expectations.  You’re a part of the greater whole and collective consciousness helping to clear the energy around all of this.

Therefore, the traditional way of attaining goals is outdated. 

You need to go beyond the ‘doing’ and taking action.  To break the inner limitation requires you to go inside yourself – look at mindset, energy and emotions.  Align your Mind, Body, Spirit to work in collaboration.

If you have noticed the inner limitation…

Explore:

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12.24.2017

Are you denying yourself GREATNESS?

How great can you allow it to be?

“It is not our dark that most frightens us, it is our light.” Marianne Williamson

We are being guided to allow more greatness into our lives. 

Yet, are we subconsciously denying ourselves the greatness our heart and dreams desire?

Do we deny the growth and greatness by denying or avoiding our challenging experiences and circumstances?

Much of this growth and challenging experiences come through the relationships we have with others.  If we are courageous enough, we look within ourselves and we’ll see how we’re being shown the ways we are restricting ourselves from (more…)

12.13.2017

The Wisdom in Wounds

Being misunderstood has been one of my core wounds and life challenges. I remember a time, back in elementary school when some girls told another girl I had said something mean about her. I did not say what they said and nothing I could have said would change what the second girl thought.

I secretly hope she reads this, knows it is her, and learns I never said that terrible thing. I know it really doesn’t matter but, damn – kids can be so mean.

Okay… back to my point in sharing…

This pattern of being misunderstood has carried out through my life and relationships. It is a really hard place to be in – knowing your own truth and having another not believe you annnnd think negative things about you.

Before my awareness of what this pattern was really about, I easily fell into trying to get others to hear me out and believe my truth. That is frustrating on many levels and a dead end street – with a cliff at the end. Just don’t go there.

After moving through many iterations of not being misunderstood, all the frustration, all the trying to fix outside of me, I now see all those times were really my lessons to own who I am. Own my beliefs, feelings, needs and desires – a key component in Radical Self Love.

Sure, the lessons came in some whacky, hard to deal with ways that don’t appear related. But, the outcome is the same in every instance. For me to ground into MY TRUTH.

It all led me inside – radically self loving me. Choosing me – even when where I stand is outside the ‘norm’ and not doing what is expected.

Now, as I sit inside the work I do – energy medicine, metaphysical transformation, mindset healing, shifts in consciousness, quantum leaps in reality – I know I could not bring this work, my mission into the world worried about what others think.

A step in stopping the worry about what others think boils down to (IMO): (more…)

12.12.2017

Depression, Anxiety, and Emotional Pain

Healing and the Metaphysical Perspective of Depression, Anxiety, and Emotional Pain

Depression, Anxiety and Emotional Pain are serious subjects.  Anyone experiencing these should seek professional support.

I share my perspective (<–video) to shed light on the subject and remove the shame from having these feelings.

As a metaphysical practitioner I have a holistic perspective on emotional discord and the energetics of emotions. 

I am not a doctor and this is not medical advice.

With that behind us…

I observe these emotions and feelings as a greater part of you reflecting back to you insight, information and guidance.  Yet, for some reason, not feeling fabulous all the time is wrong or bad.  So when these heavier feelings come up, a person tends to hold it all in, hide how they’re really feeling, and isolate themselves.  

But, how different is this from being laid up, needing help for a flu or a broken bone?  Why does heavier, harder, less than happy feelings carry so much shame that many feel badly about themselves when they are feeling this way?

Feelings are your inner guide. 

What I share inside this video are a couple of perspectives on what these feelings might be telling you.

If you prefer to read, below is the gist of it…

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12.7.2017

Healing Past Pains and the Key to Freedom

I’ve got a mind hack that just may be THE THING that has been holding you back.

If you are showing up here, and watching this video, then you understand the energy of consciousness and the Law of Attraction and having a positive mindset and focusing on where we want to go.

Yet, you can’t get there if something is misaligned.  There is unconscious stuff happening below the surface that you have control over to make the shift!

As an Intuitive Healer, I  move through the world a little bit differently.  My mind sees the energy of the collective consciousness and I can break it down and be the bridge to help you understand your own inner workings.

Sometimes our minds get tangled up like an old fishing line or a slinky and it can be very challenging to untangle all of that.  I can help you master your own belief system and really get to know what’s going on inside yourself!

Sometimes those things that are tangled up inside of us won’t even allow you to show up, or be aware of the misalignment within. And the beauty of this work is that you don’t need to go digging around in the past to look for what is holding you back.  As you keep your focus ahead and move forward – the past pains and things in the way will naturally rise to the surface.

Your buried beliefs, past patterns and subconscious cycles are what is stopping you from moving forward. Once you begin to recognize them, you can make a different choice!

How do you begin?

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