Entries Tagged as 'Energy and Alchemy'

11.7.2017

What are you fighting FOR?

This bears repeating, so pay effing attention.

I Will Not Fight For Your Limitations.

You want to chat, jam out, discuss possibilities, opportunities, and creating sh!t out of thin air – then we’ve got something to talk about.

You know there is something more within you and you’re ready to unveil it, lets talk.

You know you’re ready to move forward, be seen, and stop playing small, lets talk.

You know you have gifts, talents, and magic within and ready to explore more deeply, integrate it, and share YOU with the world, lets talk.

I will lock arms with you, forge ahead, and fight for your fullest, most authentic expression of you and your life.

But, to sink to the bottom of the ocean and hold the anchor down and waste any oxygen on why you can’t – I am not available or interested.

And neither should you.

11.1.2017

What are you missing out on?

WHAT ARE YOU MISSING OUT ON BY HOLDING YOURSELF BACK, HIDING OUT, DIMMING YOUR SHINE?

Hey! Yeah, you – the one with all the magic, gifts, and talents inside.. You’ve been flying under the radar, hiding out.

Heads up – You are not going to be able to do that for much longer.  

I bet you even feel it – the ache, the urge, the deep desire that there is more.  There is more of what you have to share.  You feel the energy of it but you hold back or are held back.

Well, listen – I am SUPER PUMPED to be downloading this next group program. The title that initially came through – Remember Your Magic – is bouncing around and my mind is telling me its too ‘woo woo’.

And just now I said, out loud to myself – “Whatever!”  Seriously, who is meant to come on this journey with me will FEEL the words, the energy, the intention that I am sharing.  Me mussing about the title is just a distraction from me sharing this.  

WHO am I to get in the way of what is coming through??

What about you?  Ever find yourself holding back because of the stories that pop up in your mind or the beliefs, doubts and fears that rise up?

You know you’re meant to be showing up more but, you just can’t seem to get past or move forward?

What I am talking about here is serious business! – because, it is not just about you.  It is about who you are meant to be serving, touching, exchanging, leading, healing, transforming, empowering, guiding.…

YES! I am READY.

I get it – It can feel super fucking scary.  You know why?  Because you’ve been doing this work for lifetimes.  LIFETIMES.  Who you were and what you did – it wasn’t so easy, acceptable, or supported in the past.

You might have even died over following your passion and doing your mission.

Perhaps you haven’t felt a ton of support in this lifetime. Yeah?

Maybe you’ve been the odd one of your family.

Maybe you feel you just don’t quite fit in.

You’ve been hurt by others.

Maybe as you’re expanding into more of you and your life is changing…

It has all been intentional.

To keep you quiet.
To keep you small.
To prevent you from empowering and enlightening others.
To keep you from having the profound impact you know SO DEEPLY IN YOUR HEART that is what you are here for.

Right?

But, you’re stuck.
It all feels hard and overwhelming.
You get in your own way.
You stop yourself.
You dim and hide your gifts.
You doubt yourself.
The fear feels like too much.

Yet, here is the thing… The inner nudge can no longer be ignored.  In fact, your body is likely giving you  signals.

Life is guiding you to show up more.

You touch peoples lives in just being who you are – in your home and through the way you move about the world.  You have an impact.

You share with small groups. Allow selected FEW know who you really are and what your talent is.

But, you have MORE of you to share – a FULLER way of showing up.  No more hiding out or hovering below the radar.  It is time for you…

I get it – I was there too. Life kept reflecting back to me, nudging me, guiding me to get out of my own way.  To OWN my truth, my gifts and surrendering to the energies ready to express through me.

Not living my full, authentic self made things hard, feel overwhelming – like I was being squished, held back, too hard to move forward.  My body slowed me down so that I could only be fully present to what was.  My mind made stories and created drama to distract me from my path.

I fought back because the alternative was not an option.

What other option do you have? (there really isn’t one – you and I both know it).

I see what was happening and I am here to share with you a way through. To bring you through the process of reclaiming your essence.  And setting parts of you free from the inner limitations, patterns and cycles.

No more hiding. No more hovering.

You have an impact that ripples out to others – a family unit, clients, the world.

You’ve needed to create survival mechanisms to get this far.  But, you don’t need them any more.

You’ll be letting go of those too. 

Now it is time to remember and reclaim.

When you do…

Life flows much smoother, the support shows up, you’re naturally in your element, you feel on purpose… You are doing YOU in your own way.

Isn’t is time –

  • To get out of your own way and get on your purpose
  • To reclaim and set free the aspects of yourself holding the fears in place
  • To share more of your gifts and who you are
  • To spread your magic through words, work, love, presence, being, healing, creating, sharing
  • To live authentically, fully expressive and freely YOU.

YES! I am READY.

  • The two week group program is held inside a secret Facebook group – link to be sent once registered.
  • There will be energetic transmissions, live streams, and posts all supporting, guiding, lightening the way for you to OWN it and SHINE through.
  • We begin 11/11/17 and finish up 11/25/17.
  • I feel the energy of it all…. Those of you who have been hiding out and hovering under the radar – I’ve got you!  Come on out.  Let’s play!
10.25.2017

What is all this discomfort about?

What is happening?

Energetic Upgrades

You are:

  • Expanding consciousness
  • Allowing more of your true self through
  • You’re tired of hiding out, playing small, pretending

Those who are feeling this here and now are an integral piece of the collective expansion.

You feel it inside, you can’t hold it back

When you do hold back, you suffer, feel pain.

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For too long, a large piece of our essence has been split off outside of you.  It is time to RECLAIM it!

As the upgrade comes through, you are integrating grander parts of yourself.

The parts splintered off and that you gave away.

Pulling these pieces back feels like installing a V8 Engine into a matchbox.

Your body feels the higher vibration coming in and it begins to adjust.

Your mind doesn’t know what is going on (I’m telling you now) and it starts to freak out
– anxiety
– overwhelm
– fear

When you don’t know what to do with the energy:
* you numb
* avoid
* distract
* find the nearest comfort
* You try to expel it – pick fights, create drama, create chaos

I am not saying anyway you handle what you are feeling is ‘wrong’.  Yet! this energy is here FOR you and can be used to empower, uplevel, and expand yourself and your life.

The best way to integrate these energies:

  • Breathe – this lets your body know you’re not in fight/flight/survival mode
  • Do not create stories about what is happening.
  • You may need stillness or activity or both – listen to your body.
  • Do not react, allow.

You’ve been asking for more – Your operating system needs the program and resources to make it happen.

The other piece to this – all that is not aligned with the higher vibration and energy download will also rise to the surface.
* past pains
* fears
* buried beliefs
* insecurities
* self doubt

All that rises needs to be dealt with or you’ll bring yourself right back to your comfort zone (which really isn’t so comfortable any more).

You know it – You are meant for more.  Growth is part of the process. Suffering doesn’t have to be.

Does this help?  Drop a comment or write me a note or lets connect socially.

10.3.2017

When you feel frustrated, stuck, and ready to take the next step but…

Do you self sabotage?  You have really great intentions but, somehow don’t follow through or stop yourself?

Do you notice patterns and cycles that you cannot seem to break?

Do you know there is more meant for you to express and live more fully into life but, cannot seem to make it happen?

In this video I speak about how to get clear in what is holding back, allow the resolution, and step into the greatness making its way through you.

When you’re feeling stuck, resistant, and self sabotaging….

There may be more that is ready to come through you and part of you is resisting it.

You know it because you feel discomfort.

The discomfort is manifesting in your relationships, body, and experiences (money, job, interactions, home…)

You cannot avoid what is trying to come through you right now.

The grandest piece of yourself ready to come through is here. The authentic expression of you.

The thing is… parts of you are resisting it and that is where the discomfort is.

On some level you know there is more for you ready to be expressed and your life to feel authentic and fulfilled.

If you’re denying it, there is tension – emotional and physical tension.  Your body and feelings are your compass.  Watch the video for guidance on how to move through what is holding you back.

Some of this stuff hides deep within us.  If you are feeling stuck and ready for support in transformation, reach out.

As an Intuitive, I identify where you are feeling stuck and guide you to moving through.  I use various energy healing techniques and modalities to help my clients release and transmute these patterns on the emotional, physical and spiritual level.

You can read more about the process and results on my website and youtube channel.

9.28.2017

Feeling unsettled, emotional, and going through hard times?

The one thing we know about change is that it is constant.

    In this video, from a live Facebook feed, I share insight to the feelings you may be having, the changes happening, the energetic aspect, and how you can manage all that you are feeling.
    The information is share with the intention to inspire and remind you of what you know within.  In the challenging times it is easy to forget these things.
    For further support – Energy Healing, Emotional Healing, Intuitive Readings, EFT (Emotional Freedom Technique / Tapping) and more guidance, peruse through my website or other YouTube videos.
8.23.2017

What is happening to my body?

 I have heard and spoken to many women whose bodies and cycles are responding to the eclipse energy. (Men too – I just haven’t heard much from them)

Wow! Powerful things happening – we just don’t ^see^ it all.

As I read the energy of the collective and connect with Spirit, I’m shown the Feminine energy (which has already been rising at exponential rates) came through like a booster shot or like a solar flare or an erupting volcano – stronger and very powerful.

When I went in to have my heart checked out. It was ascension symptoms 😉

We (all bodies) are experiencing this and integrating the energy in different ways.

* Lots of migraines and headaches
* Emotional breakdowns and breakthroughs (tears and tantrums)
* Needing more sleep
* Cravings – comfort, childhood foods, diary
* Some have felt pregnant (we are birthing new)
* Stronger PMS symptoms -tender breasts, emotional
* Some bleeding began – off cycle or when they should not be (IUD, birth control)

As I type this, I hear for the Men it’s more an emotional adjustment – not so much body.

More sensitive, feeling more feelings and emotions. Likely, in response, seeing short tempers, closing down, pulling away. (Any men want to chime in?)

For some Men, the rise in feminine energy, has been tough. So much moving through them and coming up – they’ve not been given the space or permission or tools to *feel* this energy. They’ve been taught and told to suppress it for so long. Now, they’re being challenged to face some of what they have not for so long.

The feminine energy is rising so strongly now; none of us can resist it.

Our bodies, hearts, energy, emotions are taking over.

We are the channels for this energy. We are exactly who needed to be here to support this integration.

Lots of extra self care.
• Say “no” when you need to.
• Rest, nap, sleep, slow down (it’ll all get done)
• Epsom salt baths
• LISTEN to your body and what is wants. Then act on it.
• FEEL the feelings coming through (it hurts more when you push it down)

Everyone is going through this at some level. Try not to take anything personal.

Perhaps do not make any huge, life altering decisions now.

Oh! And there is really some awesome creations, manifestations, awakenings, enlightenment, alignments, new beginnings, etc. happening too. (Do share! Please.)

You are fucking amazing! Really. We all are. Realize and remember that (especially in these hard times).

You are an integral piece of this entire process – however you are, in this moment, as you are.

You’re perfect.

8.21.2017

Using the energies to guide you through healing and into empowerment

With the recent energies – the eclipse, new moon, planets in retrograde – are you noticing and experiencing…..

* Things have been coming to a natural end.
:: Are you letting go?

* Old wounds and traumas have been resurfacing and playing out – with different people and circumstance.
:: Are you allowing the healing?

* Patterns, behaviors, and cycles being played out with more awareness.
:: Are you choosing self love?

* Unconscious thoughts and beliefs becoming more apparent.
:: Who will you become if you choose differently?

 

Resistance to what is in front of you creates more static.
:: Allow what is being presented to unfold.
:: Step back, breathe, surrender and trust that what is happening is for your highest and best.

The New Moon and Eclipse are today (8/21/17). The energy will be with us for a few days. Some of this may come through or become more clear in the following days (or you have been in it already).

It is a great time for endings and gaining clarity of more of what you wish to co-create and experience.

While some of this can feel challenging, know that the best of you is being called forth.

Your Soul doesn’t want you hiding out or carrying around stuff that is weighing you down, dimming your light, holding you back, blocking your heart.

Life is for you.

Consciously and intentionally go into your heart….

We are the change.

8.14.2017

When you feel stuck, afraid, and have no direction

Your mind feeling a little lost and confused?
 
The energy is a little heavy, low, and stagnant.
 
The symbolism is similar to when the tide is changing….There is a pause between shifting directions.
 
For some, this energy can feel like you’re sitting still on a roller-coaster, stopped mid-ride, at the bottom of a hill, with a steep incline in front of you.
 
“Why is it stopped? “
“Is it broken?”
“What is going to happen now?”
“What’s on the other side of this hill?”
 
Afraid, lost, confused, no direction…
 
Take some deep breathes.
 
Feel the sensations of what you’re feeling inside. Breathe through it.
 
Yes, this is going to pass.
 
The unknown, the change ahead – maybe it is exactly what you’ve been asking for.
 
Who do you have to be to allow the good and better you’ve asked for to come through?
 
Allow this energy tide to wash away the fears, doubts, worries…
 

One last thing… When these energy surges come through, our mind will want to call the sensations anxiety, fear, lack, insecurity… and will come up with all the evidence and stories of why it is true.

 
The integration happens with more ease as we allow the physical and energetic process and keep the mind / ego out of it.
 
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There is so much more I can share about the energy and how to process and integrate and understand for yourself what it all means.
 
It’s a huge piece of the work I do with clients.
 
Understand this piece and yourself at a deep level and your empowerment and sovereignty is upleveled beyond.
 
Manifesting, synchronicity, flow, ease, miracles….
 
You are that powerful!
8.10.2017

Allow yourself to emerge

 

I know there is a lot of energy moving around – we have the full moon, Mercury retrograde, the eclipse (and more).

Let me break it down and sum it up….

Allow yourself to emerge.

That’s it.

This energy is all for you to allow yourself, your true self, to emerge.

The you without the barriers, walls, veils, masks…

The you that you know intimately; the side that feels too vulnerable for you to show.

The you without the negative self beliefs, the fears, self doubts, insecurities…

The you without the falsities you place before you to keep you “safe”….

It’s all being challenged.

If you step back and look at the grander view, you’ll see these ego behaviors and shadow parts are being laid out in front of us.

It is uncomfortable because it doesn’t work any more.

Let go of the heavy, dense behaviors, beliefs, patterns.

Allow the light from within to emerge.

Sure, it may feel scary, vulnerable and naked to be seen. But, isn’t it getting a bit hard to be hiding behind and holding up all this stuff??

Allow yourself to emerge.

You’re not alone. We’re all going through it.

We are in this together.

We are the change.

4.12.2017

Monkey mind, self sabotage, unhealthy patterns

Are you feeling ‘off’, fears coming up, negative thoughts passing through your mind, feeling like giving up, things feeling hard, participating in less than healthy behaviors, etc…?

If No, great! Carry on.

If Yes, read on.

In this last week I’ve been shown some heavier, darker, negative energy has been released, set free, or let loose per se. That, along with the state of affairs, fear has grown into a larger, more palpable energy.  Many felt it throughout this past weekend and still are. (Hence, why I’m sharing this less than positive topic.)

Right here and now is where we need to be vigilant about what we want to experience versus what we see in front of us.

Those that are Sensitives, Healers, Empaths, Wizards, Psychics, Intuitives may feel this more than another.  Please share this with anyone who might find this helpful in understanding and how to move through.

As we are expanding more into our light and true essence, what is threatened by that is being stirred up and fighting for its own survival.

We experience these energies through how we are feeling and what we’re doing:

– fighting depression

– a lot of fears – about many things

– questions of how / if we will survive

– money, jobs, health, home coming into question

– less than healthy behaviors increasing – drugs, drinking, bad relationships, excessive anything

– old patterns of abuse playing out – from others or self

It is challenging and hard to feel / shift into positive (possible, just takes conscious effort right now).

This is calling us more deeply into our light and power.

We need to be mindful with our words and our energy. Fear is what is used to control, manipulate us, and keep us small. Our individual fears add to a collective which then becomes bigger and stronger – nearly its own entity.

The energy is literally taking people down and out. But, it doesn’t have to. We, and Love, are more powerful than fear – even though it may not appear so or the ‘thoughts’ running through will say otherwise. We are stronger than our thoughts and fears.

Do your best to clear your energy, don’t feed or spread fearful news, raise your vibration, do not give any energy to the negative thoughts, and clear up your own emotional static.

Much of this may not be ours individually. But we’re feeling it at heightened levels because of world events and what has been released. And because there are lingering vibes within us, we feel it. As we rise to our next level, this clearing must happen. There is no place for this dark, heavy energy where we are heading and what we are creating.

We have to be conscious and aware. Otherwise, we ‘wake up’ and realize our life or behaviors have turned to shit – nearly without realizing it.

We need to remain strong and vigilant about our light and sovereign power. There are many who are threatened by those empowered in their own lives. Remember, the love and light is stronger – keep focusing back to that.

Drop the “to do list” and focus on your vibration – it matters for your own self and for the collective. Get support. Meditate. Talk to someone (not everyone) about how you are feeling. Don’t feed the fears. Don’t tell stories you don’t want to live out. Schedule an energy clearing and empowerment session.

Do not mistake what you are feeling and take it on as your own.  It may not be yours; you may be part of the clearing crew.

I can help clear this out with you and guide you to up level your energetic vibration.  This energy keeps us in loops, cycles, and patterns of all kinds – keeps us from taking the next step forward.  If you’re feeling this energy and ready to be free and live the life you know is possible, schedule your session with me today.

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