Entries Tagged as 'Energy and Alchemy'


Energy Alchemy and Management

Are you feeling the energy wave and cycle moving through? Would you like to know how to use the energy moving through for your highest and BEST evolution and expansion?

I have a monthly group where I forecast the energy making its way in. Kind of like an astrology forecast but, energy.

For the members inside the secret, sacred group, I channel, read their energy, and provide Soul guidance.

Members are feeling empowered, confident, clear and that translates into Soul alignment which manifests into the Career, Money, Relationship, Health changes they are ready for.

Don’t take my word for it – check out the pic below.

What if you knew and understood what the energy meant for YOU and what you could do inside the wave and cycle?

The Art of Being You starts 10/1.

Four weeks, exploring, getting clear, receiving guidance, being and becoming… The Art that is You.

There are 7 one on one bonus calls with me available. There is also a double bonus when you bring a friend.

Click here for details and to register.


Shifting beyond your shadow

Are there a couple of hard DECISIONS in front of you?

Different paths and completely DIFFERENT possible outcomes available?

NOT CLEAR what choice and it all feels pretty challenging?

Is your heart feeling a little TORN from it all?

You’re likely looking at those decisions and choices and wondering…

”What is important to me?

What do I really want for myself?

Who is the person I want to be?”

There is something already there waiting to come through. You can feel it too. You want it but, you don’t know how, you feel anxious, you want to know what is going to happen…

Much of that is through the filter of your shadow.

What makes life choices and next steps challenging is holding onto the shadow and holding back your authentic self.

It can be much easier.

What if you had all the different art tools in front of you and were told create what you want…

No limitations, no rules, just allow yourself to make the art…

Could you relax, have fun and see what comes?

Essentially that is what Soul Aligned Living is…along the way, the human personality got caught up.

The Art of Being You officially begins 10/1. 

I’ll be your Guide through your own inner exploration of the Art that is You ready and waiting to come through.

I’ll reflect back your light and invite forth your dark.

Do you it can be easier?

This group is for those who are ready to…

– do what it takes to make the changes life is calling forth,
– are done putting off what you know needs to be done to have the life you say you want,
– surrender and allow the life you’re ready to have, come through you.

No more stories.

Three key areas to focus on to create a shift –

  1. Choice
  2. Commitment.
  3. Integrity.

Is life showing you it is time for a redesign?

For the first 7 who register, you receive a bonus, private 1 on 1 call with me.

These private calls take things next level. The value is $80. Your investment in the 4 week course – guided by ME – is $150. The value is insane, really.


Do you worry about what other people think of you?

Do you worry about what people think about you? I’m not talking about the clothes you wear or your body shape or your messy hair…

I’m talking about WHO YOU ARE.

I’m talking about
• the way you move about life,
• what you believe in,
• what is important to you,
• how you manage your shadow, dark, and light,
• the questions you have about life,
• the way you express your soul,
• the feelings you have,
• the ways you behave to feel safe,
• your emotions,
• your true desires…

I’ll ask again… Do you worry about how people respond to who you are inside and what they think about you?

You may not know the answer right away. Many of us have created protective mechanisms to ensure our insides are not harmed.

We learned by being who we are, it has a negative effect on others. And too many have shut down or hid away the gift they are within because of it.

What I’m talking about are the times you
– had a boundary and another didn’t like it and you pushed back or away,
– when you stood up for yourself or what you believe in and the other harshly disagreed,
– when you asked a question for clarity and the other took it personally and fired back at you,
– when you wanted to fit in but, didn’t believe in the group census,
– when you shared your voice, art, creation, work and no one responded or took the time to cut you down…

Here’s the thing… A majority of the time it is about the OTHER person and what gets triggered in them.

But, how often do you shut down as a response to another?

I used to. My mere existence would make people uncomfortable. I learned early on to not be too much, too loud, too alive…

No more.

As a result of no longer having that subconscious mechanism, more of who I am – ALL the goodness was able to emerge.

:: I dropped 100 pounds of protective weight.
:: I am comfortable speaking my truth.
:: I am clear in my boundaries.
:: I ask questions to seek clarity rather than assume.

I am FREE to be me.

Do people still get triggered? Yup.

But, their trigger is their responsibility.

If someone gets triggered by you, there is something there FOR them. It’s not your responsibility.

Listen, I’m not talking about being mean or unkind AT ALL.

We are all here helping each other out in unveiling who we really are inside – beyond the walls, ego, protection mechanisms…

Maybe you’re on the flip side of this and someone triggers you. Do you let that shut you down and hide out?

Take a look at what the trigger really means for you.

Because, underneath us all is gold, love, beauty, perfection… Waiting to be unveiled and shown off to the world.

Just like the Golden Buddha, there is more to you inside. More goodness the world is waiting for you to unveil.

Don’t let what another thinks about you be any of *your* business. You have no control over that.

What you do have control over is creating your life, the Art of Being You.

How will you use what life brings to sculpt the creation YOU ARE?

Want to explore? Dive in? Unveil the gold?

We start 10/1/18 inside a secret Facebook group exploring what’s beyond the layers, what’s ready to be unveiled (it can feel scary), and learning to surrender to the essence and art you are.

You can expect to feel more free, clear, confident, expressive, tuned in, tapped in and turned on.

The Art of Being You… Are you ready to unveil, create, become?

There are 5 BONUS call spaces available ($80 value). Your investment for the course is $150.

Grab your bonus now – they go away on 10/3 or as they are claimed.

Doors to the course close 10/5/18. 


You are not everybody’s cup of tea… Be yourself anyway

YOU ARE NOT EVERYBODY’S CUP OF TEA. And that’s ok. Be you anyway.

Do you ruffle others feathers?
Do people get triggered by you being you?

I see you holding yourself back, hiding who you are, and squandering your gifts and talents because you –

  • are worried about how others will feel if you fully expressed yourself,
  • have subconscious fears of something happening to you if you be all you,
  • afraid you won’t be accepted if the world saw and knew who you really are…

I see it. I see YOU – who you really are behind the stories you tell yourself.

Do you see the stories you tell yourself about why you can’t do the thing you want to do or have the life you want to have?

Stories. All stories.

No one holds you back but you.

The opposite may seem really real – that it’s others or it’s life that is in your way. Nope. You.

My shutting down and holding back who I am was an automatic response.

I wasn’t aware of the automatic response mechanism until life became too uncomfortable in the many ways I was squandering myself.

In my subconscious mind and behavior, it was like I was holding back a monster behind the closet door I could no longer hold back.

The monster wasn’t really a monster at all. It’s just what I learned in order to survive, fit in, not ruffle other feathers.

In me freeing myself to be me, what I came to understand is the “monster” was only a monster TO OTHERS who couldn’t be fully themselves, who also learned to hide, or who were uncomfortable in their own skin.

And that’s a piece of how I see you holding you back, not fully showing up as the art you are – you’re worried you’ll trigger others, the subliminal programming has you frozen still, and the learned insecurities have you full of self doubt.

And I’m talking about ALL the ways you express yourself. Your point of view, your laughter, your art, your voice, your emotions…

If you’re struggling to manifest, create, be your fullest expression and live the life you desire, take an inner reflection of the ways you sensor and hold yourself back and the beliefs that arise as you consider your deepest desires.

You cannot hold back one part of you without holding back other parts of you.

Your life is YOUR art.

And when you drop the stories, clear the programming, and do the damn thing, your life changes to reflect that.

• The real ‘monsters’ in *your* life leave and those who your soul is a match to come in.
• You have clear access to the infinite being you are and all the talents and gifts within.
• You’re tapped back into your power and manifesting and creating comes with ease.
• You feel confident, creative, empowered.
• You change, your life changes.

Everything outside of you is a reflection within.

So, the cup of tea you’re trying to be for everyone is of your creation.

Now that you know all this, create what you really want for yourself and your life, your relationships.

Because as you surrender to the art of being you, life responds to match that.

It always is.

Create wisely and powerfully.

P.S. The Art of Being You starts 10/1.

Four weeks together exploring, allowing and BEcoming.


The Art of Being You

Are you feeling like something is ready to change? 

Maybe you aren’t sure what the change is but, you know something needs to shift.  You feel it stirring within.

Or maybe you know exactly what it is and want a Guide along your journey summoning forth that future self that already exists.

It’s been quite the journey.  This 2018, hasn’t it?!? 

Life a bit chaotic, HUGE changes, lots of uncertainty and healing.

You’ve released patterns, recognized your limited beliefs, you’ve dissolved past pains and now you’re wondering:

”Who am I,

What am I here for,

What is next for me,

What do I really want?”

On October 1st The Art of Being You officially begins.

Together we‘ll explore the art of your life and what is ready to come through you and be the expression. 

:: What is the art of your life look like? 

:: What could it become from your design?

:: What more is available to you?

You’ll meet inside a secret Facebook group with other like-minded, high vibration members.

Through the course of the month you’ll be prompted to explore through the downloads I post specifically for this theme and group energy.

You’ll be supported as you go deeper exploring within, gaining clarity, and receiving inspired direction and next steps.

You’ll learn about the energies moving through and how you can use them to integrate into the art that is you.

The practical pieces:

~ A minimum of 2 live transmissions where I’ll channel insight and guidance about the energies specific to the group  ($111 value)

~ Throughout the month: energy readings, intuitive insight, soul guidance as you show up in the group, respond to the posts, and interact on the videos. ($240 value)

~ We start 10/1 and go through 10/31.

Total Value: $351

** Your investment $150**

(**this is an insanely reasonable price for the level of guidance and support you receive)

 BONUS:  The first 7 to register by October 3rd receive a 30 minute, one on one private session with me ($120 value). 

DOUBLE BONUS: refer a friend, they receive a 30-minute laser session too. ($120 value)  AND YOU receive an additional 30 minutes  ($240 total value)

** Total, Total Value: $471- $591  

I’m doing the numbers and thinking…What?!?!

This is trusting Soul and allowing what comes through.

It is a win/win for all; is how I see it.

P.S. I am capping the membership off at 17 this month.  The doors will close on 10/5/18.

Join me and a community of others who are creating life by their design. 

Discover what life of The Art of Being You is all about.

For more about my approach, check out my website

Or my YouTube channel 


Are you willing to let yourself break?

Are you willing to let yourself break to become? Here is a link to a video on the topic.

Yesterday I was asked to reflect on the question “How has your work evolved over the years?”

As I reflected, what immediately arose is the evolution comes from the depths I have been willing to go into my own being.  To discover who I am beyond this physical body.  To remember the deep truth of who I am and truth about this life.

Through the years I have traveled into the hard, dark spaces, the trauma, the mind control programming, the pain, the discomfort, the heart break, abandonment, betrayal… And it has been so much more about the truth of who I am.

With the question, I reflected back to when I was taken into a really hard space…Last week, 2016, 2013, no, it was 2010, um no 2003… It has actually been my life’s journey, the evolution of my soul to have been in dark spaces, hard times and come through trauma alive. 

From the start, I was being initiated and prepared to hold my hand out and be with another wherever they are in their hard space and guide the into remembering the truth of who they are.

I’ve danced with the dark, explored the light, and found balance in between.  I don’t talk much about the pieces of my past because the past no longer exists unless I draw it forth.  It was what I agreed upon before entering this body. 

What matters most and my message to you is I’ve allowed myself to break and recreate from my own design.  And I come out better, stronger and more me.  Every single time.  And you can do the same.

I’ve released faulty structures and mind fuck programs that kept me from remembering the divine fucking miracle I am (we all are), the power I have within (no one can take away), the strength I have, the dream this life is, and my co-creative ability to design my experience.

For too long I looked outside myself to feel whole and worthy.  I racked up things (money, home, car, relationship, career) to prove my value.

That is where I see the false light and secret teachings are faulty – the ever elusive carrot just out of reach, running on a hamster wheel, never quite getting to the spaces promised upon, ‘if you do this, then this will happen, and I have the golden ticket for you’ bullshit.

It is only because the way it has been taught.  The carrot is possible. Living off the hamster wheel is available.  All the spaces you wish to feel and be are possible.  Just not how its been taught.

Spiritual paradigms, false light teachings are collapsing.  It is its own level of mindfuckery.

Everything is within but we have been taught the love, money, health, down the road goals once attained will bring the satisfaction and enlightenment you’ve been trained to seek.  Oh! and the guru is the one who has the codes for you that you can only attain from them.  Fuck that.

I am a healer, teacher, guide, alchemist, psychic, medium – whatever label you choose.  What I do is to guide YOU to see what is within YOU.  I’ve traveled the path myself – from inside, outside and around myself.  Those that promise that have something they can give you – false light. 

As a forecaster of energy and consciousness, I see all this who-ha crumbling. 

When it all crumbled for me in 2003 I thought I had royally fucked up my life. I was 33 years old (magic, master number) and it was one point in my life I consciously and reluctantly allowed myself to break and fiercely choose for myself.

Looking back now, it’s like that point was the axis and my entire life surrounded it.  Through the following years it has been a continual discovery and uncovering.

Maybe it is just how I’m wired but, I’d rather dive in, rip the band-aid off and deal rather than take the path of a slow, painful suffering I see so many choose as they try and micromanage their break and discovery.

Breaking brings you in.  The prize inside the candy shell.  This journey beyond every break is very much worth it.

My life, my relationships, my health, my career… all very different – much better than eva! Because I knew deep within something more was available.  All that I experienced could have taken me down – I turned it around.   

And that is where, if you have followed my message, you’ve heard me say “create a life you love, you’re the co-creator of your reality.”

My own mind has searched what seemingly seems like a conflicting message.  How can I be co-creating this life that has had an underlying stream of pain, trauma, abuse, heartbreak, suicide, survival?  Why would I make choices to leave behind the stability of a partner, corporate career, steady income to take a path unknown?  How could co-creating my life and it not be all rainbows and unicorns?  (side note: you can have it ALL. #perspective)

I have questioned this enough to keep coming back to the consistent truth.

It is not what happens that makes you who you are – it is what you do with what is happening, who you allow yourself to become from it.  Your willingness and determination to remember – You are the prize within.  You are what you seek.

So, yeah, my work has evolved from the surface, poking through the cracks, to diving into the depths, and going BEYOND.

I can very much be with another pain, in their dark spaces, and ground very deeply into the truth for their remembrance of who they really are – beyond the pain, trauma, stories, mind fuckery.

And my work, where I guide others is not really all about the pain, trauma and darkness – that is a piece, an initiation, an invitation to choose. 

It is those pieces some must move through to remember the divine fucking miracle, power, gift, brilliance they are. 

It is where my journey has prepared me… to bring those who are ready to break – to become, to come back together by their own design.  Not mine, not some other’s blueprint – yours, theirs. 

I’m not afraid of the dark.  I see too many linger there longer than necessary.  I see too many let the dark take them over.

I’m here to guide, those who are ready beyond the break and to remembering the prize they are.

And from that space, guess what? 

All the things you desire come to you. Because you remembered. 

In breaking you become a vibrational match to what is true, real and right for YOU.

Your soul is guiding you.  What you’re going through is for you.  What you desire is within you.

Are you willing to let yourself break to become? 

Because, this is where I find most need support – creating that new life that lives in their heart and feeling empowered within themselves to know all is possible. 


What happens when you’re remembering your power

Power. Empowerment.  “Take your power back”… I’ve likely used the language myself.  How I now see it… it is about REMEMBERING your power. 

Like Glynda the good witch said… You’ve had your power all along. 

Through life, we forget, it was pushed away, squashed down, or for some, never really tapped into it. 

Here is what was coming through today…

When you remember your power – boundaries, respect, speaking your truth and such – those whose thumb was holding you down will fight back, gas light you, or walk away. 

If remembering your power is new to you, their response to you may trigger an automatic reflex to drop back into you forgetting. 

I’m writing to remind you… 

:: No one has power over you. 

:: No one can take anything from you that you don’t hand over. 

:: You deserve respect – it all begins with yourself. 

:: Walking away from those who don’t mirror your self respect isn’t as scary as your mind might tell you. 

:: Don’t allow yourself to get caught in drama or the blame game in the power dynamic. 

:: Some people only feel powerful when they are over powering another.

:: What people do is about them.  And, when it impacts you it means there is a match to that experience within you.

In any case, all of what is happening is information FOR YOU to make a choice. 

Sometimes the choices are challenging.

– It will mean the good girl / boy will be uncomfortable. 

– It may mean losing relationships. 

– It will mean saying the hard things. 

– It may mean being with all the feelings you’ve not felt from the past when you forgot or didn’t remember your power.

For some remembering your power is like learning a foreign language.  Drop any expectations you have of yourself for perfectionism.

Remembering your power may look messy, you won’t do it ‘right’ at first, you’ll fumble, stumble and maybe even look like a hot mess.  It is okay. You’ll do better next time.

What is important is to do what you need to in order to walk away from those who don’t honor and see you for who you are.

The ones who do will honor, respect and appreciate you as you find your way. 

When you walk away from those who don’t, more who speak your language will come into your life.  Be patient.  Your Soul is guiding you to ensure you are prepared and available for the levels of love you’re deserving of and ready for.

It begins within.

Your power has been with you all along.  You’re a Divine child of this universe made from Love.

Remember that and life aligns to match and meet you there.


Don’t get caught up in the drama – Surrender to Soul

Life isn’t always 100% mirrors.

Sometimes the other person is just an asshole.

Sometimes you are the asshole.

Sometimes it is about creating your boundaries, standing up for yourself, speaking what is true for you.

The mirror isn’t always a reflection of you. The reflections are FOR you.

The mirror may be reflecting where you’re still holding beliefs about unworthiness, not enoughness, or insecurity.

The reflection may trigger inner pain or trauma your Soul is guiding you to release. 

Don’t get caught up in the drama of the mirror.

Take your responses and choose what you’re going to do with the information coming up from within you.

The person or experience mirroring back is a player in your Souls Divine orchestration and co-creation.

Get your personality out of the way and drop into what’s true for YOU. Beyond the circumstance and into Soul alignment.

It’s Harvest time. The work is done, time for LIVING has begun.

Doors to Soul Aligned Living are only open for just a few more days and then sealed for everyone inside to dive deep into the alchemy of evolution, exploration, discovery and becoming.

Discovering what is true, real and right for YOU.

Breaking through limiting thinking.
Opening to possibilities.
Taking quantum leaps and vibrationally aligning with your Soul truth.

It’s time. It’s safe. It’s absolutely fucking imperative you live your life for you as designed.

We’ll be dropping veils and showing up boldly.
Clearing fog and shining brightly.
Dissolving lies and claiming truths.

It’s a new world babe!

Surrender to Soul and let it be easy!

Dive even deeper with a one on one private call with me. There are only 5 2 of these bonus calls left.

We’ll be together 4 weeks inside a secret, sacred space. I’ll be channeling soul guidance and dropping divine downloads intended for deep cellular shifts.

If you know more and better is available but haven’t quite seemed to make it happen – this space is for you. Drop into Soul. Allow the rest to dissolve.

Sign up now – the 1:1 call value is worth nearly the entire course. In one conversation, everything can shift.

Are you ready? Really ready to surrender and let it be EASY?


The courage to choose for yourself

Are you holding your breath?

Wondering if you’re going to make it through?

Not sure how much more you can take?

Considering tapping out?

“It takes courage to endure sharp pains of self-discovery, rather than choose to take the dull pain of unconsciousness that would last the rest of our lives.

~ Marianne Williamson 

Hold on. Hang in there. The bubble will soon burst and much relief will flow.

I know it doesn’t feel like it or you may not see an end in sight.

The universe has a plan, your Soul is guiding you.

Your path is a unique one and you’re being guided to tap deeply within to that all knowing space and to surrender to your true path that is unfolding.

No more living from headspace or in others expectations. It’s about YOU, your Soul, your authentic expression.

And what’s not aligned, must go.

We’re all being guided to next level – Soul Aligned Living. We’re being presented with opportunities for quantum leaps.

That means:

  • jumping without seeing a net,
  • flying and trusting the wings will appear,
  • walking forward and only the very next brick appears for you to step on.

Deep listening. Trusting. Having faith.

Here are some practices to move through these high energy and intense shifts as you’re preparing to take quantum leaps.

Don’t dismiss the simplicity. The ego and personality like to make things more complicated and keep you spinning.

1. Breathe! Nervous systems are being triggered with this energy. Breathing lets your body know a saber-tooth tiger isn’t chasing you.

2. Slow down. Do the minimum necessary. Skip invitations and obligatory events. Let yourself off the hook of expectations.

3. Be patient. With the process, yourself and others. Know you’re moving forward – even when it doesn’t feel like it.

4. Don’t take things personally. Many are spinning out and aren’t aware of what is happening. Remember you’re not responsible for others feelings.

4. Take care of your body. Movement helps energy flow. Sweating is even better to support toxin release (lots of fears coming up for release). Drink water. Intuitively eat.

5. Meditate. Meditation isn’t about controlling your thoughts. It’s about not letting your thoughts control you. Don’t let your mind spin out into stories or fears. The old stories and fears have to go. Let them rise and release.

6. Take responsibility for your responses and feelings. It is uncomfortable. But, don’t go all Linda Blair and projectile vomit your crap all over others. It’s all coming up for your transmutation. Release it to your higher self.

7. Remain present with the sensations that arise. Your fears, buried beliefs, trauma, and subconscious patterns hold energy. What you’re feeling are those energies coming up for ejection. Let it go.

8. And breathe some more.

Simple. Not always easy. Necessary to move through because of where you’re headed.

Are you ready to transmute and release the energies and tap more deeply into your soul and the guidance within? To feel empowered in your life no matter what is occurring? To learn energy management and emotional alchemy? To drop into soul aligned living?

Message me here with where you are at and what you’re ready for. I have several options for us to work and play together.


Are you ready to let your soul shine through?

When you are trying to escape your calling or avoid your dreams, it is like a piece of you dying.

But, don’t let that feeling stop you.

There is so much MORE of you and available for you through the integration of you and your soul.

Are you ready to let your soul shine through?

A new secret, sacred online circle forming September 1 (doors close 9/7/18).

Four weeks together cultivating your soul aligned dream
– The thing that is true for YOU.
– The way you want to do it, have it be it.
– To feel grounded in being your full, authentic, real self.
– Have all the fun as all the things come into alignment – real, soul level alignment. Alignment with what is true for YOU.

Things become easier, life flows to you, what you need arrives, who you need to meet comes…

New group, 31 days, live streams, channeled messages, intuitive soul guidance.

Join us for 4-week immersion into you, your soul, your journey… Soul Aligned Living

It is time to harvest all you have cultivated.

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