Entries Tagged as 'Love and Relationships'

1.12.2019

How resentment holds you back and down


Resentment is the righteous cousin of the victim. 
 
Resentment is a belief that someone has wronged you and you need to be right about it. 
 
Holding onto resentment is like holding a hot stone and blaming another for your pain. 
 
Sure, shitty stuff happens but, holding onto resentment toward another gives your power to them. 
 
No one else is responsible for your feelings. 
 
What you can and have the power to do is take a look at what the circumstances are reflecting back to you about your beliefs. 
 

Resentment is a mere signal from your Soul that YOU are allowing something to happen that is not aligned with what is real, right, and true for you. 

 
Is somebody treating you poorly, taking advantage of you, disrespecting you….? 
 
Well, you’re allowing it. 
 
The person is not in your life any longer and their name and how they’ve done you wrong still rolling from your lips? 
 
Victim. Giving away your power. Allowing your energy to leak. 
 
The feelings that trigger resentment are signals from Soul to spark a shift, speak up, make the necessary changes to come back to your truth. 
 
It is not for you to hold onto. 
 

You teach people how to treat you and attract people into your life to mirror back your beliefs. 

 
These circumstances and people that trigger you are a gift to help you see a belief you can’t see for yourself. A belief that doesn’t serve you. 
 
You’re being signaled. A change is necessary. 
 
Holding onto resentment only burns you and it gets hotter until you do something about it.
 
Are you ready to let go of resentment? 
 
– Thank the person (silently) for showing you what you couldn’t see for yourself. 
– Forgive them and yourself. 
– Make the changes in your beliefs the resentment triggered. 
 
Then watch ALL areas of your life shift. 
 
Because core beliefs affect EVERYTHING. The resentment was simply a signal you’re out of alignment.  
 
oxox,
 
Are you ready to break the patterns you have in money, relationship and health?
 
Do you want to pluck out the root of the core beliefs manifesting and attracting the shitty circumstances?
 
Many of your core beliefs have been passed down from other. Or you’ve been pained and created a belief to protect you from being hurt again.
 
Your subconscious holds these beliefs tightly.  You are blind to them because they’ve become automatic operating mechanisms. It is how you’ve learned to move about life. 
 
But, BUT! if you’re feeling resentful, frustrated, angry…. And not taking action to shift and change…?
 
You are getting in your own way. 
 
Are you ready to get out of the way? 
 
My super power is reading energy and identifying core beliefs that keep you from aligning, doing and feeling what you deeply know is possible and available to you. 
 
I will guide you out of your own way. I’ll identify and clear the beliefs and energy stopping you up. 
 
From that space – old blocks and beliefs cleared and what you ’ve been working so hard toward but haven’t quite gotten there comes into alignment.
 
The business, money, health, relationship… It all starts within. 
 
I have 2 spaces for private one on one work. A good match for this work is one who knows more and better is available, knows it begins within, and is ready to do the things necessary to get out of the way and allow the life that wants to make its way through to you. 
 
How do you know? It’s in your dreams and desires.
 
You’re not given a dream or desire that isn’t possible. 
 
Now that you know, what will you choose? 
12.25.2018

Do you have a cap on PLEASURE?


A cap on pleasure in life experiences, relationships, having a successful business, your body, sharing your art, being the fullest expression of who you are…
 
Your pleasure cap, glass ceiling, stop pattern might not be noticeable.

The pleasure cap is a subconscious pattern that when things feel really good, you’re in flow, feeling happy and then boom – something happens and you’re in a heavier, lower vibe state of being, stressed out and distracted.

Some kind of life event, drama or chaos shows up. A diversion from where you were headed now taking all your attention.
 

It seems really real. But, if you knew what a powerful creator you are, you’d be creating more of what you DO WANT.

 
For years I didn’t recognize this subconscious pattern I held within. When things would be going really well, some kind of bomb would drop in and bring me back down – off my ‘high horse’.
 
It all appeared really important life stuff that needed my attention. A relationship needed resolution, money challenges would pop up, my back would go out…
 
The events didn’t really need my attention.
 
What needed my attention was this inner cycle of subconscious self-sabotage that would appear when I got too close to pleasure and happiness.
 
From an early age I learned a behavior to not be TOO HAPPY because something bad would happen when I was happy and having fun.
 
That learned behavior of stopping my own pleasure and happiness carried through much of my life as a way of self preservation – to not get hurt, feel pain, lose what was good.
 
I didn’t even know it was a pattern until I became so frustrated at what was happening in my life. 


-The cycle of losing weight to only gain more back.
– Relationships / dating going really well, then not.
– Financial abundance and flow then a full on stop and empty bank account.
 
Deeply I knew more and better was available but, I couldn’t seem to get past the glass ceiling. The stop point just became a way of being that I learned a behavior to work around.
 
I thought this was just how life was. It is NOT.
 
I was subconsciously running this stop pattern and sabotaging my own pleasure and happiness from subliminal fear of what could happen. A learned response to protect me from pain of too much pleasure.
 
Once identified and cleared, the pattern no longer held me back. I could manifest, attract, and allow more of what I wanted into my life – and it remained in my life.
 
 
Take a look for yourself at when life seems to take a down hill turn for you. What was happening for you prior? Where were you headed?
 
This happens in –
: Relationships – things going so great then, a fight will break out. Or, being single, you decide to get out and start dating again and you get sick.
 
: Health routine – on a good stride then, you fall off the wagon.
 
: Money – making good bank then, some high priced necessary expense comes up.
 

Getting to the core of the pattern / pleasure cap is key to getting up and over the hill and keep going. To allow yourself full out happiness and pleasure.

 
It is not that you aren’t doing the right things to get you headed in the direction you say you want to be… it might be that you have a cap on pleasure.
 
So, if you’re doing all the things but, can’t seem to be and experience what you know is possible, you likely have a pleasure cap pattern within.
 
Your system is ready for a defrag – clear out what no longer serves you. In fact, a pleasure cap, likely the very thing in your way of what you say you want.
 
Nothing outside you can resolve this. It starts within.
 
You, your life, is very much worth your time and attention. Because if the desire is within you, it is possible.
 
 
Are you ready to explore and clear YOUR pleasure cap?
 
Once a pattern is identified, the clearing affects ALL areas of your life.
 
I worked with a client looking for LOVE. I identified core belief she held about who she was. She would attract dates but, never ideal matches.
 
When I read her energy and cleared the vibration she was giving out and operating from, she attracted more dates that matched who she was looking for.
 
She is now married.
 
She also hit 6 figures in her biz that year and became an International speaker.
 
You are meant for pleasure and to experience the dreams in your heart. Are you ready to clear what is in your way?
 
Once the cap, pattern, vibration is cleared, the ‘work’ gets to be about CREATION.
 
I currently have space for 3 private clients. You are one of them if you know more is possible and available and you’re ready and willing to do what it takes to move through the invisible limitations and co-create more of what your heart and Soul desires.
 
Whether it be love, money, health, business… once the core limitation is cleared, so much opens and becomes available. Like taking a boulder out of the way of a flowing stream. Flow!
 
Message me here. I’ll send you the details and ensure we’re a good fit for this transformative energy work.
12.6.2018

The reward of transcending physical pain and healing on all levels


Got lower back pain? Hip pain? Sciatica? Reproductive and sexual organ challenges? 

There is and has been deep, cellular, energetic wound healing and program release occurring. 

Have you been trying to heal and resolve the issues from physical approaches but, things still not resolving? 

Your body is a manifestation of your subconscious mind.

The healing and resolution has to go beyond the physical – to the energetic and consciousness. 

In sessions with clients, some of what is being resolved are 

:: old traumas, too painful to resolve at the time of occurrence,

:: incongruent beliefs taken on as theirs passed down to be transmuted in the now,

:: primal fears on survival…

What is happening within manifests beyond your physical aches as – 

:: financial instability,

:: abrupt life changes,

:: lack of purpose, clarity, creativity, direction,

:: emotional instability,

:: feeling stuck or trapped in circumstances…

If your physical challenges aren’t resolving, the opportunity for you is to go deeper into your consciousness and energetic vibration. 

These shifts can happen rather quickly and some take time to resolve and be comfortable in the new expansion of yourself. 

When the emotional and energetics are cleared, transmuted, resolved, clients –

:: tap into their flow,

:: purpose, drive, creativity, ambition increases,

:: money starts to flow in,

:: they feel inner peace within themselves and all of life,

:: their aligned relationships, community, tribe come in…

A holistic approach (body, mind, spirit) is the only way I’ve had lasting change and results – personally and professionally. 

You are way more than your physical being. Your body is guiding you deeper within yourself and Soul. 

Who you are not is being shed

Just like a butterfly going through metamorphosis sheds and becomes something different, so do you. 

The difference is humans have free will and can grasp on and try to control the change. Until your body says “enough, it’s time”. 

Only addressing the body keeps the subconscious patterns in place manifesting the cycles keeping you frustrated. 

You are frustrated because your Soul is calling forth. Signaling you. Guiding you. Are you listening? 

To hear Soul it is a deep listening. Beyond the subconscious limitations, barriers and beliefs. 

It’s a tuning in. 

Self awareness. 

Soul Alignment.

Emotional mastery. 

Energy management. 

They don’t teach this is school. But, I do. 

// Are you through with managing the discord?

// Are you willing to surrender what is seeking to come through you? 

// Can you let it be easy? 

For those that are a “Hell YES!” I have a few exclusive spaces for private one on one work. Message me at hello at kellyanncory dot com with what resonates for you and what you’re ready for. We’ll see if we are a match for the transformation you seek. 

Once all the gunk is cleared away, it becomes about conscious creation.  And that is a heck of a lot of FUN!!

10.28.2018

Are you blocking the LOVE you say you desire?


Last night I was in a deep meditation with the intention on healing and gaining clarity. My dad came through. I was being shown how much he loved and cared for me.
 
I felt love come in from him I didn’t even realize I had been holding back.
 
You see, I was part of a package deal when my dad met my mother. In the 70’s it wasn’t hip to be a teen mom. Back then, you might as well be wearing a bell bottom polyester suit with scarlet letters all over it.
 
My dad, a Vietnam veteran, was introduced to my mother by her BFF soon after he returned from the war. I understand he was smitten with her.
 
My mother, not so open to his desires, due to having trauma and abuse in her life, was weary.
 
Some things get passed down until someone decides to heal it.
 
Then there was me. Part of the package deal.
 
He signed on and adopted me when I was under 1 years old.
 
My biological father signed off on me upon learning of my conception. Thankfully. It insured his hands would never land on me.
 

My dad was someone I always felt like I could be myself around.

 
He passed suddenly 2 years ago, August 2016.
 
Because of my internal work, my soul determination, and who I’ve become, I can easily speak to my dad now at anytime. He and I are closer than ever.
 
I feel him watching over me, guiding me, cheering me on. He helped me open my heart.
 
Even last night.
 
You see, the storage in my phone is full. The system says it’s my voice notes storage.
 
Later last evening, I had an “inspired thought” to clear out my phone voice notes.
 
I started at the bottom – titled 2/14/12.
 
I play it. My dad’s voice comes through.

 

“Hi Kel, it’s me. I wish you a Happy Valentines Day. I hope everything is okay. Talk to you later. Have a happy day.”

 
I’m just remembering this as I type… when he connected with me in my meditation earlier, I asked him to send me a sign, to come through to me.
 
Then I let it go.
 
Later on, there he was. His voice and all. Thanks Dad. You.Fucking.Rock.
 
I share to encourage you be fucking determined to dig deep and clear what is in the way of you having what you say you desire. It is worth it.
 
Do not let anything get in the way of allowing in the love from those who love you. No matter where they are.
 
Because, what I know, if you’re holding back from one who loves you, you’re holding back from others who want to love you.
10.18.2018

Relationship Triggers, Mirrors… and what its all for


I did a live transmission on Facebook with my friend Jordan at his space – Heaven on Earth Healing Center – in Southington, Connecticut.  You can watch the replay here or click the picture.

We had a conversation about Triggers, Mirrors, and the opportunities for growth, evolution, and healing life is presenting through them.

We’re in profound energy… Take advantage of the opportunity!

EVENT
If you are in the Connecticut area, I am doing an in-person Full Moon Energy Alchemy & Quantum Healing for Transformation group session on Thursday, October 25th.

Here is the link with all the details for the event in CT.

9.28.2018

You attract what you are

Cultivate and grow the love vibration within yourself and for yourself and you become a vibrational magnet to the matching love vibration from and within others.

9.20.2018

Have you had static in your interactions with others?

Before you get your panties in a bunch, make sure you aren’t responding from a wound, insecurity, projection…

Your response is your responsibility.

The energy making it’s way through will poke at your relationships. You may get a little zap.

Don’t get tangled up in it.

Be aware to not take things personally.

It may be a simple shift in perception to clear the static.

It starts with you.

9.12.2018

Are you willing to let yourself break?


Are you willing to let yourself break to become? Here is a link to a video on the topic.

Yesterday I was asked to reflect on the question “How has your work evolved over the years?”

As I reflected, what immediately arose is the evolution comes from the depths I have been willing to go into my own being.  To discover who I am beyond this physical body.  To remember the deep truth of who I am and truth about this life.

Through the years I have traveled into the hard, dark spaces, the trauma, the mind control programming, the pain, the discomfort, the heart break, abandonment, betrayal… And it has been so much more about the truth of who I am.

With the question, I reflected back to when I was taken into a really hard space…Last week, 2016, 2013, no, it was 2010, um no 2003… It has actually been my life’s journey, the evolution of my soul to have been in dark spaces, hard times and come through trauma alive. 

From the start, I was being initiated and prepared to hold my hand out and be with another wherever they are in their hard space and guide the into remembering the truth of who they are.

I’ve danced with the dark, explored the light, and found balance in between.  I don’t talk much about the pieces of my past because the past no longer exists unless I draw it forth.  It was what I agreed upon before entering this body. 

What matters most and my message to you is I’ve allowed myself to break and recreate from my own design.  And I come out better, stronger and more me.  Every single time.  And you can do the same.

I’ve released faulty structures and mind fuck programs that kept me from remembering the divine fucking miracle I am (we all are), the power I have within (no one can take away), the strength I have, the dream this life is, and my co-creative ability to design my experience.

For too long I looked outside myself to feel whole and worthy.  I racked up things (money, home, car, relationship, career) to prove my value.

That is where I see the false light and secret teachings are faulty – the ever elusive carrot just out of reach, running on a hamster wheel, never quite getting to the spaces promised upon, ‘if you do this, then this will happen, and I have the golden ticket for you’ bullshit.

It is only because the way it has been taught.  The carrot is possible. Living off the hamster wheel is available.  All the spaces you wish to feel and be are possible.  Just not how its been taught.

Spiritual paradigms, false light teachings are collapsing.  It is its own level of mindfuckery.

Everything is within but we have been taught the love, money, health, down the road goals once attained will bring the satisfaction and enlightenment you’ve been trained to seek.  Oh! and the guru is the one who has the codes for you that you can only attain from them.  Fuck that.

I am a healer, teacher, guide, alchemist, psychic, medium – whatever label you choose.  What I do is to guide YOU to see what is within YOU.  I’ve traveled the path myself – from inside, outside and around myself.  Those that promise that have something they can give you – false light. 

As a forecaster of energy and consciousness, I see all this who-ha crumbling. 

When it all crumbled for me in 2003 I thought I had royally fucked up my life. I was 33 years old (magic, master number) and it was one point in my life I consciously and reluctantly allowed myself to break and fiercely choose for myself.

Looking back now, it’s like that point was the axis and my entire life surrounded it.  Through the following years it has been a continual discovery and uncovering.

Maybe it is just how I’m wired but, I’d rather dive in, rip the band-aid off and deal rather than take the path of a slow, painful suffering I see so many choose as they try and micromanage their break and discovery.

Breaking brings you in.  The prize inside the candy shell.  This journey beyond every break is very much worth it.

My life, my relationships, my health, my career… all very different – much better than eva! Because I knew deep within something more was available.  All that I experienced could have taken me down – I turned it around.   

And that is where, if you have followed my message, you’ve heard me say “create a life you love, you’re the co-creator of your reality.”

My own mind has searched what seemingly seems like a conflicting message.  How can I be co-creating this life that has had an underlying stream of pain, trauma, abuse, heartbreak, suicide, survival?  Why would I make choices to leave behind the stability of a partner, corporate career, steady income to take a path unknown?  How could co-creating my life and it not be all rainbows and unicorns?  (side note: you can have it ALL. #perspective)

I have questioned this enough to keep coming back to the consistent truth.

It is not what happens that makes you who you are – it is what you do with what is happening, who you allow yourself to become from it.  Your willingness and determination to remember – You are the prize within.  You are what you seek.

So, yeah, my work has evolved from the surface, poking through the cracks, to diving into the depths, and going BEYOND.

I can very much be with another pain, in their dark spaces, and ground very deeply into the truth for their remembrance of who they really are – beyond the pain, trauma, stories, mind fuckery.

And my work, where I guide others is not really all about the pain, trauma and darkness – that is a piece, an initiation, an invitation to choose. 

It is those pieces some must move through to remember the divine fucking miracle, power, gift, brilliance they are. 

It is where my journey has prepared me… to bring those who are ready to break – to become, to come back together by their own design.  Not mine, not some other’s blueprint – yours, theirs. 

I’m not afraid of the dark.  I see too many linger there longer than necessary.  I see too many let the dark take them over.

I’m here to guide, those who are ready beyond the break and to remembering the prize they are.

And from that space, guess what? 

All the things you desire come to you. Because you remembered. 

In breaking you become a vibrational match to what is true, real and right for YOU.

Your soul is guiding you.  What you’re going through is for you.  What you desire is within you.

Are you willing to let yourself break to become? 

Because, this is where I find most need support – creating that new life that lives in their heart and feeling empowered within themselves to know all is possible. 

8.26.2018

Soul Aligned Living – group course

I hate bursting a clients ‘dream balloon’.   

Hear me out…  I absolutely believe if your beliefs are aligned with your desires, all is possible.

What I am talking about here is the ‘dream’ that has become a distraction from remembering your truth.

The ‘dream’ you were taught –

“When you attain this thing outside you, then you can be happy and deem yourself successful.”

  • when your business hits a certain mark
  • when you lose that weight
  • when you find the partner/lover/marriage
  • when you make the multi-figures
  • when you get the new ________

…then you can be happy. No!

Or in the case of a client… Their success marker was focused on their clients attaining a certain feeling due to them working together.  I silent measure of their success held solely under the control of the client only.

All the power and measure of success on something outside of my client and their control.

But, that is what many of us were taught – when we can make that ‘thing’ happen, attain the ‘success’, do the ‘thing’, then we can be happy.

Nope. That is some old spiritual paradigm pieces dissolving.

Be happy first.  Live your pleasure. Do the things you enjoy. The rest follows.

Do you want to know the secret the successful, happy ones know and practice?

They know it begins within first.  Feel it first.  See it, align with it, allow it.  From within. 

They know it is their belief in the results they desire that aligns and guides them to have their desired experiences.  

How do I know they know? Because I work with them. I am their best-kept secret. Probably mostly because many of them had to do their craft, art, creations in the dark.

But now… no more hiding in the dark, not allowing yourself to play full out, holding back out of fear…. It is safe for you to be seen.  Nothing outside of you decides your value – you do.  You don’t have to look a certain way to follow your dreams and desires.  There is no having to ‘get it right’ when you’re doing you. 

I have seen you all along.

I’ve been waiting for your readiness.  I only take on the fierce who are determined to remember and reclaim their power.  

You used to be able to hide.  But now, life is not letting you escape the calling.

I’ve been down this road of needing to release what I thought my dreams were and let it all go.  I’ve also been in the space of not living my art, my expression, my joy, my way. 

When you are trying to escape your calling or avoiding your dreams, it is like a piece of you dying. But, don’t let that stop you. There is so much MORE of you and available for you through the integration of you and your soul. 

Are you ready to let your soul shine through? 

New circle forming September 1.

Four weeks together cultivating your soul aligned dream. The thing that is true for YOU. The way you want to do it, have it be it.

  • To feel grounded in being your full, authentic, real self. 
  • Enjoy all the fun stuff that happens for you when there is real alignment. Alignment with what is true for YOU.
  • Things become easier, life flows to you, what you need arrives, who you need to meet comes…

New group, 31 days, live streams, channeled messages, intuitive soul guidance.

Join us for 4-week immersion into you, your soul, your journey… #soulalignedliving

It is time to harvest all you have cultivated.

Do note – I will burst all your ‘bullshit dream bubbles’ that are not working for you.  I’ll bring you out of any haze keeping you from remembering what is true for you.

You’ll:

  • tap back into your deep truth,
  • clear up your confusion,
  • get clear direction and next steps,
  • uplevel your vibration,
  • transcend any limitations in your subconsciousness,
  • and other unspeakable transcendence and magic

Serious freedom seekers and high-level consciousness players need to consider.

Join us for all the magic #soulaligned living can do for you.


Soul Aligned Living: Harvest Time

  • Two live transmissions – monthly themes ($111)
  • Individual Energy Readings and
  • Intuitive Soul Guidance ($240)

BONUS: one, 30 minute private 1:1 laser focus call ($120)

Effective 8/27, the first 5 in the group by 9/3 receive the current bonus.

  • Total value = $471

Your investment – $150

What?!? You might want to jump in now before I realize the insanity of this offer.

Your responsibility

  • Show up for yourself.
  • Fully participate in your experience.
  • Be responsible for the energy you bring to the group.
  • Interact with the group – share and allow yourself to be seen.
  • Ask for what you need.

This group is as close to doing one on one work with me and the value is beyond measure.  This price is subject to change in future series.

Cancellation – Anytime.  Simply email me 48 hours in advance in order to not be charged for the next cycle.  No exceptions.

 


 

 

 

 

 


 

7.13.2018

Heart wide open


Raw, naked, vulnerable… 

Like I was breathing in and out directly from my heart.

My tender heart sitting there wide open.

Things no longer there to protect it.

Protection that once had a purpose but, now a barrier.

I get why. And why others would do the same.

Walking around this wide open is not always met. Walls feel safe. But also keep things out.

In letting it go, there is no putting it back.

This is SO next level surrender.

As my heart is free and breathes, 
~ I am met.
~ Magic shows up.
~ Connections are deep.
~ Love is all around.

I am my medicine.

You are your medicine.

I invite you to allow the walls and armor around your heart to drop.  Open up to the magic.  It is not as scary as you’ve been told.

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