Entries Tagged as 'Videos'


Is your shadow blocking you?

You know the same relationship patterns you keep having… Same issue, different person? Shadow.

Start a health regime and self sabotage it? Shadow.

Not quite making enough money? Shadow.

Have business ideas but don’t follow all the way through or quit right before launch? Shadow.

Your unintegrated shadow is what holds the negatively impactful patterns in place.

Integrate your shadow and the patterns shift.

Behind what you reject and project are the gifts, talents, successes you seek.


Join a group of badasses determined to no longer allow themselves to be in their own way – You are the Medicine : Shadow season group closes in 2 days.

Members are already identifying their shadow, having ah-ha moments and receiving Soul channeled guidance to move through.

When you integrate parts of you, you’re in touch with ALL of you.

2 BONUS 1:1 30 minute 🔥 sessions with me left. Join now to snag yours. Here is your link to join.


Shadow Season – your projection

We are in Scorpio season or what I call Shadow 🖤 season.

The shadow is an aspect of yourself that you deny and project into other people. It is linked back to an inner fear of sorts.

Your projection manifests in your life experiences.  <— click for video short

Don’t get caught up in the stories of what is happening. Look at what you are projecting and perceiving.

Life is happening FOR you.

Do you want to break the patterns and stop repeating some of this malarkey and mind fuckery?

Integrate your Shadow.


Relationship Triggers, Mirrors… and what its all for

I did a live transmission on Facebook with my friend Jordan at his space – Heaven on Earth Healing Center – in Southington, Connecticut.  You can watch the replay here or click the picture.

We had a conversation about Triggers, Mirrors, and the opportunities for growth, evolution, and healing life is presenting through them.

We’re in profound energy… Take advantage of the opportunity!

If you are in the Connecticut area, I am doing an in-person Full Moon Energy Alchemy & Quantum Healing for Transformation group session on Thursday, October 25th.

Here is the link with all the details for the event in CT.


Finding Blind Spots, Buried Beliefs and Getting Unstuck

Does it feel like something is in your way of what you want for your life, business, money, love or some other experience and reality?

In this 20 min video (from a live Facebook transmission), I share an effective and empowered way of moving through your blind spots, buried beliefs, subconscious fears, stuck spots…

…all the ways you hold yourself back from allowing your heart and soul desires.

I know this because I spent a lot of time searching for the things that were in my way and in searching for blocks and beliefs, I always found them.  And through that and now on the other side, I found there is an easier way.  #unfuckyourmind 

Energy flows where attention goes.

When I started to put my attention toward more of what I wanted to experience and be, what I put my attention toward became more of my experience.  

Read that again… That sums it all up.

As my focus shifted, any of the blocks or blind spots in my subconscious naturally rose up for release.

  • Buried Beliefs such as lack, limitation rose up.
  • Blind spots such as fear, insecurity became more apparent. 
  • Self-sabotaging patterns that kept me stuck were clear.

It all rose up for me to witness and observe and make a different choice. 

In that freedom to choose, I am an empowered co-creator of my experience.  And so are you!

I shifted my thoughts, what I said, how I felt, cleared my body of the energy I held, chose for myself and my energetic vibration cleared to become more aligned with the experience already available to me. 

I know its not easy to shift – never mind know what to shift!  Yet, that is what I am here for – to guide you through.

So, move toward your desire, choose for yourself, feel it before it occurs, and be present to the opportunities life makes available (the opportunities to guide you to clearing and those to keep you aligning).

You’re always manifesting and creating.  Get more of what you DO want by using your natural born tools wisely.  {I can help you discover and fine tune what is within}


Kelly Ann

P.S. Here is a high-level break down of the monthly membership group

This is for you if you are open to expanding your consciousness and aligning with potentials beyond what you have yet to imagine and are ready to take quantum leaps to have the experiences you desire. 

You receive –

  • Two LIVE transmissions – monthly themes, intuitive energy readings, channeled downloads, my support guiding the group and answering your questions  ($111)
  • Individual Readings and
  • Intuitive Soul Guidance inside the group ($240)
Total value – $351

Your investment $150 

(this is an insane value! – the members will even tell you)

—> Join anytime.
—> It is a month to month membership – No obligation.


Fear, Excitement, Change, Energy Alchemy

You are the Medicine & The Alchemist

The energy of Excitement and Fear… They have the same or similar physical sensations.  It is really just energy.  Your experience is about what your mind does with the information your body and subconscious are providing through the sensations in your body. 

Last night, as I laid in bed, I was feeling tremendous amounts of energy moving through my chest and heart space.  The thoughts that ran through my mind connected to ‘excitement’ and it started to tie into and connect with the thoughts and excitement I have about all the new information coming through and the different ways my work is impacting those that come across my path. 

It felt like my heart might leap out of my chest.  

I didn’t stop the feelings or try to control it.  I allowed and observed.  The human condition isn’t used to these high vibrations and the nervous system goes into a response – it turns things on in your mind to try and make connections.  

You don’t want to do stop or push down what is happening.  All the energy moving through is also clearing and in support of increasing your vibration.  

Then, at 3:30 am I woke from a bad dream.  In the drea,m I was at my event (the in person one I am organizing in CT) and everyone was there but, I had forgotten to pick up my friend who is co-facilitating with me!  She had landed hours prior at an airport in NY.  So, it would be even more hours before I could get to her and back to CT.  hahahaha the panic I was feeling! 

My point – the energy that was moving through my body at 3:30 am was the same feeling and sensation I had before I went to bed.  My mind was processing the energy differently.  It is all good and fine.  Just part of my subconscious clearing through an inner fear, block or limitation as I take my work to the next level – Just as each of you are being guided to be more expressive, authentic, claim your art, be your fullest self, allow energy and consciousness to move through you. 

This morning I didn’t stop the feelings.  It is the energy releasing was holding in any kind of fear, limitation or block to the expansion I am moving through.

I get it! It can feel scary to feel this level of sensation.  If you’re ever in a space where you feel you need medical attention, do so.  

I share this information and my experience to invite you to open your mind and perhaps even shift the pattern your thoughts might go to when energy and sensations are moving through your body.

In your awareness and conscious attention to your body and mind, you are empowered to stop and shift habitual patterns that keep you in a loop of fear (and all that is under the fear umbrella).

As we approach this last eclipse of the season – Saturday, August 11th – your subconscious is likely working to clear things out.  You might even be seeing the opportunities for clearing, releasing and healing manifest in your life experiences.

In this video, I share about changes, how life presents the opportunities for change, the phases of change when you resist, the levels that occur to create lasting change, what it takes to make the leap for yourself.

Change is upon you.  You are being guided to clear out and truly claim for yourself what you really want for your life.  Without desire, without choosing for yourself, without asking – life is more a default versus being the intentional, powerful, co-creator of your reality.

The last thing I’ll leave you with is, inside the “You are the Medicine” group, there are incredible people making life path changes for themselves and their lives.  They are stepping up, deciding, choosing more and better for themselves.  And with that, their underlying fears are rising, their buried beliefs are becoming more clear, the limiting blocks to their success and happiness are popping up.  

As it all happens, I read their energy and provide the Soul guidance for each individual and share the steps they need to take to clear what is there and keep their vibration high and forward movement happening.  

Your soul is guiding you.  If life is challenging, you may be resisting the changes you’re being guided to.  How much longer are you going to put off what is meant for you and your journey?

As a part of the monthly membership group, I channel a message of consciousness for the members inside the group as well as insight on collective consciousness and energy we are all moving through.  

It is like “here is a new tool you’re being given and how to use it for your highest capacity” and a ‘heads up’ to what is up and what you can do with it all – for yourself.  

Many times I am crying with joy at what the members are creating from their changes.  I am humbled to be a witness as they leap courageously and do what they need to do to break the patterns and cycles keeping them stagnant.  

Allow your consciousness to clear. 

Decide and choose what you want for yourself. 

Ask for what you need.

Then surrender and trust how life and your Soul will co-create your experiences to align you with what you’re ready for.


Kelly Ann


P.S. Inside the group yesterday I did a phenomenal energy transmission that had us all floating for hours.  I recorded it but, the website where I collect the recording is down.  I will be recreating that.

So, there is still time to join and gain access to the transmission and be a part of this months theme.  You can invest and join through this link.

P.P.S. High-level level details of the group

  • Two LIVE transmissions – monthly themes (think 4 week courses) ($111)
  • Individual Energy Readings and 
  • Intuitive Soul Guidance in the group ($240)  (you should see what is happening with everyone!)

Total value – $351

Your investment $150


Lets talk about manifestation, beliefs and magic

In this video I share about the process I went through to manifest my new home space and how you can do the same for anything you desire to manifest.

I share how life was reflecting back to me where my vibration and belief system was in regards to a home for myself and how I used that insight to do the inner energy work to create a new reality.

A high-level of what I share about the process:  

  1. Choose. Choose what you want and decide you want it. (so many people are stuck here because of underlying beliefs, fears, insecurities).
  2. Know what you want but be detached from how it comes or what it exactly looks like
  3. Observe the evidence of what you are attracting and manifesting.  Life will provide you with information about your energetic and emotional alignment.  
  4. Adjust your energy and mindset accordingly – based on what you see from your current reality.
  5. Get support from those who can hold space for your expansion.  This is why we have each other – to help us get out of our own way. 
  6. Energetically and emotionally align yourself with the expanded vision and reality you’re moving toward.  Be the person in the experience you desire. 
  7. Keep focused forward – regardless of your current reality.
  8. Pay attention to your body when it comes to making your decisions.  Your intuition will guide you. Your body will give you signals.
  9. Go within to make adjustments to the things you want to have changed or be different.  Trying to change the thing outside you will only have you going in circles.  It happens within first. 

Manifestation is an inner experience.  Inner creates the outer.  Your beliefs will guide.  Life will reflect back to you.  You have the magic within you.

Are you ready to uplevel your vibration and remember how to use your energy to adjust your experiences?

If you don’t want to read the thousands of books and take the hundreds of classes then personal one on work is the fastest route to remembering and reigniting your inner magic.

As an Intuitive Guide, I see your inner energetic patterns, subconscious programs, buried beliefs as well as the fuller vision of your life. 

My ‘work’ with you is to be that bridge.  The bridge connecting you from what is to what is possible.

It is possible because you have the desire.


If you desire it enough, it is possible. 


Here is the link to the video.


Feeling stuck? Overwhelmed? Things not working out? This may be why…

(don’t feel like reading? here is a link to a video on this subject)

Like Glinda the Good Witch says… “You’ve had it within you all along.”

The desires you have would not be in your realm or heart if it wasn’t possible.

But, things not working out as you hoped?

It may be because you’re not doing it YOUR way.  You’re following another’s blueprint.

When fears, self-doubt, and insecurities arise, do you search outside yourself for the answer?

When you do, you are giving away power to a thing outside of yourself. 

Connect to your innate inner wisdom.

Here is the thing… Your own way may have no previous path to follow.  No one has done it before.  Those around you may not have crossed these roads. 

You are a Pioneer.

And it takes courage to take leaps, let go of what is proven and find your own way.

If there is a gap between what you want to experience and what you are experiencing, look within and ask –

  • am I connected with myself?
  • am I following my own medicine? (intuition, gut instinct, inner voice)
  • am I following another blueprint?
  • am I trying to stay within the confines of a structure?
  • am I tuned into someone else beliefs and disregarding my own?

If you’re feeling stuck, overwhelmed, things aren’t working, come back to balance through reconnecting within – to yourself and detach from anything outside of you.

Take a look at your path, the ways you’re doing things – business/career, relationships, money, health…

–> The ideas you have about life – do they fit, feel good, match who you want to be?

–> Are you following patterns of behavior that have been passed down? 

–> Are you following others limited beliefs?

With inner inquiry, you open yourself up to the wisdom you have within you.

Oh, I know! It gets scary when you’re going to take a leap, draw outside the lines, take a left when everyone is taking a right.

Fear will come up.  Don’t allow fear to rule you any longer or make decisions for you. 

As you take the steps, leap and fly… your ego and personality may try and get in the way.  Just know it is a built-in mechanism that is outdated and do not give it any more power.  The mechanism will naturally fade away.

As you journey through this path of the Pioneer, the layers around your heart will also start to come down.  It may feel vulnerable without them there.  Don’t put them back up. You’ll quickly see all that is available on the other side of the layers – more love, magic, connections, abundance… Heaven on Earth unfolding.

In the process of these shifts, the walls coming down, your layers shedding, it is helpful to unplug, rest, get away from the static and distractions that subconsciously pull you in. 

Stillness and BEing may be uncomfortable for your ego – telling you stories of not being productive enough, shame and guilt may rise up – all signs of what is not serving you dissolving.

When you are trusting yourself and following your soul, you can never go in the wrong direction.

You are the Medicine.

Me…. I am the guide shining the light within you.  Here to lock arms with you, cheer you on, hold strong grounded space as you’re taking the scary leaps, going beyond your comfort zone, breaking through the glass ceiling and coloring outside the lines.

You are meant to be doing it your way.  The world needs more and more people doing it their way.  #livingismyart

The time is here.  You’ve done all you need to allow yourself natural born sovereignty and letting your soul shine through. 

Shine on, Pioneer!


Moving through change…

… like the badass you are.

Are you afraid of making the change you are being guided toward?

When you go to make a change or take the next step, does fear and stories from the back of your mind pop up and stop you?

You can either move through change resisting it or surrender to it. Either way – change is happening.

Inside of you is an inner warrior, badass guiding you toward what is for your highest and best good.

Inside this video, I speak about the obstacles that may pop up and what you can do to make the process of change one of more ease.

I have created a membership group where the warriors, change makers, courageous ones are gathering. I’ll be channeling energy and providing intuitive guidance through the shifts in the collective energy. You’ll get a heads up and learn how to alchemize the energy and use it for your benefit.

Here is the link with all the details: You are the Medicine


When you get emotionally triggered…And trigger another

I am a B!tch. #notsorry

We are all here reminding each other who we really are. Love.

Sometimes we tick each other off. Rather than run and hide in a corner, a trigger is an opportunity for growth and empowerment.

When you’re triggered, it is a signal you are holding onto something, believing something that is NOT TRUE about who you are.

The other person is pointing it out – in the role they are playing – in order to support you in releasing what is not your truth. What you’re holding onto that is not love.

Additionally, if you tick someone off (trigger them), it is their opportunity to see something in themselves.

Share this with someone who ticked you off LOL or who would be supported in hearing a shift in perspective. A perspective of empowerment.

Here is the link to the monthly group I mention: You are the Medicine

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Remembering how powerful you are

I want to ask you a few questions… And they might piss you off.  And if so – GOOD! Because that is a signal I have triggered a truth inside you that you are denying for yourself.

My intention is to wake up that truth inside of you and inspire you to take the action from a space beyond your mind – from a feeling, a stirring within, a deep knowing.

So, here you go…

How bad do you really want that thing you say you want?

The life, relationships, money, fitness, business…

The love, inner peace, happiness, joy…

Those things you talk about wanting, doing, being.

Is it all just talk?  

Are you vibrationally and emotionally aligned with it?


  • Are you afraid to make the change(s) your Soul knows is necessary to take the leap?
  • Is fear debilitating you and draining your energy?
  • Is the stillness, lack of direction and zero clarity driving you bonkers?

If you answered “yes” to any of the above, your ego is driving your life.Ego doesn’t like change and needs to be in control.

If you’re feeling challenged, you’re denying something within yourself.

A Soul guided life is one of flow, effortlessness, ease.

In this video, I share three key things for your self-reflection to see if you are working for or against yourself.

Kelly Ann

Oh! In the video, I also mention a new monthly membership group I made available for those who want to do life different –  THEIR WAY.
  • Do you want to be in a sacred space to be your fullest expression?
  • To be tapped into channeled guidance and intuitive insight for yourself?
  • To have a heads up on the energy making its way in and how you can use it to your benefit?
  • To feel held and supported as you make the leap and change your Soul is guiding you through?

It is nearly as close to working one on one with me.  And you’ll also be gathered with like-minded individuals with a similar mindset, courage, and desire.The details are here

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