Do you swat away the things you say you want? With “logical” reasons… money, time, not enough?
What you need comes to you. It just doesn’t always look like what you’d expect.
When it is not in the format, package you expect or you can’t see the direct connection to your desired outcome, that gives the ego a chance to say “no” to your desires, next level life, healing…
Trust the energy.
Trust what you feel.
Your inner guidance is stronger than ego and pain programming.
You just may need to work on that muscle a bit.
PS as you integrate your soul and human experience, you go beyond the limitations of “logic” and deep into self trust.