Beyond Your Edge

Are you questioning EVERYTHING?

Questioning your business, your relationships, where you live, your body, money, WTF you’re doing in your life…? ?

Are you ready to give up, throw in the towel and just quit it all?  

Are you wondering if you’re doing it ‘right’ and where the hell you’re headed?

Are all your fears, self-doubt, insecurity rising to the surface?

Excellent.  {rubbing my hands together with a grin on my face – I love this space!}

You are right in line and on time.

  • Time to go beyond your edge.
  • Time to leap into the experiences you say you want for yourself.
  • Time to allow the expression of who you are to be set free.
  • Time to make the transitions you’ve been holding off out of fear, doubt, insecurity.
  • Time to allow your desires to come into form.

This also means the old has to die off.

The die off isn’t easy.  It’s squirmy and uncomfortable.

I’ve let myself die off every time I’ve been brought to my edge and leapt into the unknown.

From there I have always built better and created new.  

At times it felt like I might never make it through because that is what dissolution of limitations feels like – death.

Death of fear, ego, insecurity, self doubt… All the stuff that held back who I really am and this life I desire to be living.

My desires are my guide.  

The Universe, God, Source is my GPS coming through my intuition and guiding me as I leapt into the unknown.

There is no way around the unknown or being able to control how the journey unfolds.  

Yet, there is a way to navigate through the leaps and transitions feeling empowered.

SO many times it would have been easier to shrink back and settle into what I knew, into what felt safe and secure.  The relationship, the corporate career, the big house…

But, that is not how I am built.

Have you ever seen a chrysalis try to remain in its goo state?  You know, the transition space right before it becomes a butterfly.

It is nearly impossible to not become the butterfly.

The same thing with your expansion, growth and ascension.  It is happening regardless.

If you’re questioning anything or everything, you’re in the goo state.  Not really knowing what is next, the unknown is freaking you out, the dismantling of who you are is happening…

You’re being brought beyond your edge.  

The edge is where many turn back.  

  • The discomfort of the unknown feels too much.  
  • The feeling of loss of control too unstable.  
  • The fears that rise up, too much to face.  

And, you’re exactly in the right place.  

This is not a time to turn back.  

How many years have you been turning back?  How much longer are you going to put off what you truly desire for yourself?

What do you do?

-Run toward or away from what you want?

– Blind yourself to seeing the gifts in front of you?

– Make the same choices as you have in the past?

– Choose what your mind / ego knows or follow your heart and Soul?

THIS.IS.THE.TIME you’ve been moving and growing toward.

Don’t give up now!

It is up to you to choose differently. To not allow the fears, conditioned limitations, current status quo to stop you.

It is time to go BEYOND YOUR EDGE.  Time to take the leap and make the transition to where your Soul has been leading you.

Let me tell you … If I didn’t have the support and Guides leading the way, reminding me who I am, and holding my hand as I leapt beyond on my journey, I know I would not be where I am today.

And I am so glad I went through the hard parts to get myself where I am today.  

I am doing work I love with amazing people, I have close friends all over the world, I am free from debilitating anxiety, depression and trauma triggers, I have the freedom in my days I always wanted…

Beyond Your Edge is a six week accelerated one on one private mentoring course for those who know a next step is what is necessary.  You know there is something in your way and you can’t put your finger on it.

We’ll begin with me identifying your biggest hidden block and transmuting the root cause and the energy holding it in place.  From there unveiling the clarity of your desires and taking the bold next steps you know you’ve needed to take. We continue on with fierce creation and doing the damn things.

This is a highly intensive, high touch, intimate course for those who are ready for the change they’ve been holding off.

Your investment for this private, one on one mentoring course is $1,997.

Full pay bonus: One month free inside my membership group “Mind Mastery: Unfuckyourmind. Your Grand Awakening“. Payment plans are also available.

If this feels like you, message me to apply for your space and we’ll discuss the details and ensure this course is a good fit.

Because of the energy and attention this course provides, there are only five spaces available and doors to this offer close June 30th (or when the spaces are filled).


Can you handle the truth?

The truth, when spoken with precision,  cuts deeply through the illusory bullshit stories you’ve been telling yourself.

When precise truth comes in it will poke at your core like a hot poker just out of the fire. 

Your automatic defense mechanism is to defend, block, fight back. 

You’ll deny what you heard. 

You’ll push back the Truth Teller.

  • Sure ;), your relationship is working.
  • Yeah sure 😉 you’re in integrity with that one already in a relationship.
  • Sure 😉 giving your genius away for free so you don’t have to look at your own value is working well.
  • Yeah, sure 😉 it’s all about the final touches you need to get together before you can share your work with the world

Your LIFE is evidence of the level of truth you’ve allowed yourself to see through the veil of your blind spots. 

When you hear something and it hurts, pause. 

Is what you’re about to defend who you really desire to be? 

Is what you’re holding onto really hold the value you believe it does? 

Truth is the gateway to allow all you desire to come through you and be your experience.

The money, business, love, health…

What are your desires worth to you?

If you know more is possible for you…

Get yourself in front of a Truth Teller, stand in the fire and allow what’s really true to be unveiled.

Truth is the gateway to what you seek.  Truth will set you free.

You can handle it. 

You’ve just got to decide what is most valuable to you.

P.S. This not only is an invitation to hear truth but, to SPEAK your truth as well.


Why you’re holding back your wild genius

The aspect of you that makes others most uncomfortable is YOUR NATURAL GIFTS AND WILD GENIUS. 

The wild genius that is here to create ripple effects of change. 

Your natural-born gifts designed to disrupt the world into awakening.


You hide your genius and deny your gifts in order to NOT MAKE OTHERS FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE.

And, you’re the one who is suffering. 

You feel lost, confused, off your path, doubtful, insecure, afraid…

Because, in the past, you have been made wrong, ostracized, made fun of, or abandoned simply for being you.

It keeps you from being your full-on awesome self.

UNTIL… you realize it’s not about you

It can feel painful to not be liked, be misunderstood, not be seen or heard, and feel like you don’t belong.

Expressing your genius or sharing your gifts feels hard because there is an inner, automatic mechanism you can’t see, programmed to make sure you don’t experience that pain ever again. 

It’s about them. 

It’s about WHAT they SEE in THEMSELVES when you’re standing in your full on power.

It’s about HOW they FEEL about THEMSELVES when you’re expressing your genius and sharing your gifts.

And, you are NOT RESPONSIBLE for processing or taking on another’s discomfort or stuff.

You are responsible for being you.

But now it’s been so long, unveiling and coming out hiding out is a mind fuck Houdini act to get out of. And, at the same time, you feel like an enraged wild, caged animal who can’t hold back any longer.

You are going in circles, getting nowhere but, you know there is MORE.

It’s not that you aren’t doing all the “right” things.

It is that you are committed to NOT CAUSING DISRUPTION.

So, you don’t allow yourself to freely express your wild genius or share your natural gifts.

And it all feels hard because deeply you know there is more to come through you and more for you to experience in this life.

You can’t change anyone but yourself. So, forget about them and focus back on you. 

And when you finally let your wild genius and unique, disruptive gifts out of the cage, you’ll be free to be you and your aligned tribe can then find you. 



Let go and live

My life does not look like it’s “supposed to”.

While shedding the “shoulds” wasn’t a pleasant process, I wouldn’t trade who I am instead of it.

And, it’s only getting better.


(Edit: after posting, this night was better than I could have imagined. one for the books)


Getting to the root of where you feel stuck

You can’t #unfuckyourmind with the same mindset that created it.

This is why affirmations, journaling, mantra DON’T WORK to create LASTING shifts or quantum leaps. They are done through the conscious mind (5% of your mind).

Your life is a manifestation of your subconscious mind (95%).

Getting to the core and creating lasting change must happen in your subconscious.

If you’re feeling stuck with money and stagnant with love or hitting your head against the wall around your business, there are several effective ways to clear out the programming and limitations.

These programs are sneaky!

The most challenging piece I see people get stuck with is not knowing what is operating underneath and running their life.

My genius is to read energy fields and identify the root of the limiting belief and programming.

Once identified and the energy cleared, YOUR REALITY SHIFTS.

Clients have:
:: Clarity comes for their life’s vision. 👁
:: Money begins flowing in from random sources. 💸
:: The opposite sex responding more positively to them. ❤️
:: Homes they’ve been searching for suddenly appear. 🎯
:: Business opportunities they’ve been seeking fall into their laps. 🎉

Where there were once walls and barriers there is now ease and flow.

It’s not your fault. It’s all part of this human journey of remembering your truth and living it.

And, it all begins with you choosing you want more for yourself. This is where you’re responsible.

What are you willing to do to have, do and be what you say you want for your life, love, health, business?

What you desire is available. You have to choose it.

Kelly Ann

P.S. If you’re done doing it the hard way and ready for a quantum leap AND willing to do the damn things, message me. I have 3 spaces for private 1:1 clients. Message me for details.


Willing to love?

We can only love and be loved as much as we are willing to have our hearts broken open.

What are you willing to do in order to experience what you say you want?



Your fear of heartbreak is…

…keeping the love you desire at bay.

If your heart had been broken, it’s been broken open. Keep it open. Don’t close it off in fear of more pain.

The opening has been created for more love to come in.

Don’t look at the one who broke it open as the villain. They were the exact one you called into your life to create the crack and set your whole heart free.

From that open space you get to experience more of who you are and call in a match to that new resonance.

A match to your open, free, love filled heart.



Is your genius, message and gifts being numbed out?

Big pharma is numbing out Geniuses, Sensitives, and Empaths – the next level leaders here to have a ripple effect of change in the world.

Maybe it’s not DEPRESSion medication you’re genius, message and gifts are being numbed out by…

It’s also your people pleasing, the focus on your plan B, the drama distractions, your need to control the ‘how’ of all outcomes, the mind fuckery you give your attention and energy to… Fear, insecurity, self doubt, worry…

All of that can be flipped and the energy and effort used for creation of what you actually want to experience.

💣 You’re a motherfucking creator and you’re afraid of your POWER. It’s not your fault. It’s in the programming.

💣 And you ARE more powerful than the programming.

I didn’t need Prozac, Wellbutrin or Zanax.

I needed to get radically honest about my sexless relationship, soul sucking job, the extra 100 pounds on my body and how I was living numbed out, constrained and contained inside the “American Dream”.

I had it all and felt nothing.

Even though I did not have examples around me of others living MORE, I felt and knew more was possible.

Ahhhh but, was I just I a dreamer? Delusional?

YES. And, thank fucking goodness.

💪🏻 I made bold moves, radical decisions and let it all crumble along the way.

💪🏻 I built new and I created MORE from all that fell away.

💪🏻 There were shaky, soul shattering times and I created more and BETTER from them too.

What kept falling away was who I was not. The parts of me playing out roles of who I was taught to be and how life was to be lived.

There was more of me and life on the other side of my bold, rule breaking CHOICES.

Holding in all of who I really was led to living a mediocre, robotic life.

And yet, something within always leading and guiding me; giving me hints and opportunity along the way.

It was up to ME to take the leaps, make the harder choices, jump into the transitions.

It is kind of like pulling a band aid off quickly. You know it might hurt AND the pain is over quick.

Prozac didn’t do that for me. The pain lingered longer – under the surface; waiting for me to fiercely choose ME and remember nothing outside of me is more powerful than me.

🙈 Not only was my pain numbed out (and never really gone), so was my life.

🐵 Life was kind of like walking around inside of one of those huge sports mascot costumes.

Until I didn’t fucking care to live numbed out and robotic any more.

💥 I took the leaps and landed in all the nets – even when there wasn’t any evidence.

💥 I followed my inner guidance and developed deep trust in myself and life.

And one day I was like “Holy Fuck… I have the freedom in my life I said I wanted”.

It’s just that it didn’t look 👀 like what it “should”.

Taking this path to FREEDOM, shedding who I wasn’t, and waking up to more of who I am was well worth the temporary discomfort than the long term prescribed 💊 discomfort of having to keep managing holding back myself and the life I really wanted.

My time is mine, I love the work I do, I’m healthier and more fit, I have meaningful connections, I creatively and freely express myself as inspired, and know I have the power create even more.

What leap would you take, what transition would you make if you had unwavering trust that what you need is already within you and you just have to get out of the way and set yourself free?



Pain or Pleasure?

Your addiction to pain is why pleasure is not manifesting in your life (money, clients, love).

Pay attention. #unfuckyourmind


Distractions before a breakthrough

“I am in too much back PAIN to make my call today. I have to crawl up the stairs to get into bed.” <<How your fears show up to sabotage your success>>

She tried to cancel her session; I didn’t allow it. I do not negotiate with your fear, victim, martyr, prostitute.

I saw in her energy field and body what was actually occurring for her and what her vibrational frequency was emanating.

She was about to have a BREAKTHROUGH.

We spoke later that day.

In 30 minutes –
– her back pain lessened tremendously ( and didn’t need the 6 weeks of prescribed physical therapy),
– she released the insecurities that kept her from showing up and sharing her healing gifts,
– she gained clarity of the work she is here to do,
– her new confidence supported her and she began showing up on live videos speaking her truth,
– people started reaching out to her directly asking “how can I work with you??”,
– she began working with people 1:1 doing work she had known she wanted to do but, couldn’t find her way there,
– she launched her very first program…

What are you allowing to hold you back from taking the steps and making the transition toward what you say you want?

Not enough time, not the right time, don’t have enough, too busy…

When you are about to go outside of your comfort zone, FEAR will kick in and manifest in all kinds of stories and excuses.

When fear kicks up, what you choose at that point indicates where you are vibrationally aligned and what you are willing to do (or not do) to show up and share your gifts and genius with the world.

You either make it happen or you make excuses.


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