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11.16.2019

Is unresolved trauma the block and barrier?

If there is unresolved trauma operating in the background of your nervous system, all your ‘doing the damn thing’ won’t create the results you are working so hard to achieve. 


It doesn’t matter if it’s a relationship, money, more clients…when there is unresolved trauma, an inner survival program operates by default and automatically swats away what you’ve been calling into your life.

Because on some level, having it does not feel safe. 

  • You don’t want to be judged for you choices. 
  • You don’t want others to feel bad when they see how happy, healthy, free, in love you are. 
  • You don’t want to be abandoned for expressing thoughts and feelings different than others around you. 
  • You want to belong and feel safe being you.

If you’re struggling, you’re holding onto something within you that’s not true and you’re choosing behaviors to protect it. 


The struggle and solution are within you. 

When I weighed 100 pounds more than I do now, I would lose weight and gain it right back. 


Lose 20, gain 30. Lose 15, gain 20. It went on for years. Until…


Until I got to the core of what was happening in the background. 


There were aspects of myself preventing me from keeping the weight off. Split aspects I developed early on as a way of survival and safety.


A subconscious condition to keep extra weight on as a form creating space between myself and others.  


As an Empath I could feel what people were thinking. It wasn’t always kind or safe. 

  • Inner conflict was created – which cracked my self trust – when they’d be saying something different than what I was feeling. And no one believed me. 
  • I was intuitive, empathic, psychic and energy sensitive but, shut it down early on.  

Later, after I lost and kept off the weight, I realized I had kept the extra weight on to protect myself from unwanted sexual advancements or attention.  


I wanted to shield myself and from what was happening energetically. 

So, anytime I would do anything that might dismantle the protection of extra weight, the aspects would kick in and sabotage my efforts. 


Once I identified and healed what was underlying,

I kept the weight off and stepped off the rollercoaster of weight gain and loss. 


Are you feeling like you’re pushing a boulder up a hill to have more and experience more of life? 


Do you sense there might be inner aspects in your background, operating against your efforts? 


Take a look back… when did chaos, drama erupt in your life? 


Was it right when or just before you took a step toward something you want?


Notice… 

  • When you start to put yourself into the dating world, 
  • When you take steps to share your art, message, healing,
  • When you look into hiring the coach, mentor or healer,
  • When you start to put yourself into the dating world, 
  • When you start a new health routine,


…When you move toward creating a shift in your life that threatens an aspect of survival, it will create chaos, drama, self-sabotage… 

Experiences will occur to distract you (and keep the comfort zone cozy).
– car broke down, purse stolen, ex pops into your life, water heater breaks, fight with your partner…

You’ll hear all the reasons you can’t do the thing – no money, no time, it’s not the right time, it won’t work…


This is where your awareness is key and choice is your superpower.


Are you going to allow the distractions to deter you from where you were headed? 


The distractions and circumstances are choice points.  


How committed are you to yourself?


Quitting is a pattern. A survival mechanism. An inner aspect of you afraid it’s going to be harmed. 


It’s really just miswired and misfiring of your internal mechanisms.  An old operating system that once served you and is now working against you. 

You can identify the old system, extract the gifts from it (yes! there are gifts to these aspects of you), and rewire your operating system to be working with you, not against you. 

Could there be inner aspects of you operating to keep you safe?

And also away from what you want for yourself and life?

11.16.2019

Ascension is the journey

5D is not a destination. It is a frequency, a state of consciousness. You are creating New Earth right here, right now.

Everything that is happening is pointing you back to your empowerment and to remember the SuperHuman you are.

3D is not a place you escape or get out of. It is a frequency and consciousness you transcend through your choices.

11.15.2019

When you feel stuck, afraid, and can’t make the change…

Do you feel stuck, immobilized, afraid, creativity blocked?

Do you want to know what is really underneath your fear of doing the thing you want to do?

Things you’re afraid to do such as…

:: Share your message, art, healing but, you’ve changed so, who you’re sharing with will change.

: Pursue a relationship but, you’ve been hurt and heartbroken before.

:: Make an investment in the healer, coach, course, travel but, you’re telling yourself you don’t have the money.

:: Implement changes that would support your health (mind is a BIG piece here) but, you’ve failed so many times before.


Your mind is so focused on what can go wrong, you aren’t open or AVAILABLE to hear all the possibilities of what could go RIGHT.


Focusing on what could go wrong is your mind’s way of protecting your inner wounds.

Your choice to pursue what you really desire threatens the protection you’ve built to keep yourself from being rewounded. 

So, all the actions you’re taking or not taking will thwart the results you seek because of the underlying fears.

Think self-sabotage, procrastination, distractions, drama, chaos…


So, what do you do to clear what’s happening underneath?

Heal the fears, clear the energy, integrate the wisdom from the past pain and then…

– clarity arises,
– self-trust strengthens,
– barriers dissolved,
– your energy amps up,
– creativity flows,
– your hot factor ignites,
– your vibe is lit!

When you heal and clear what is underneath, behind the scenes, and what is really holding you back, you’ll feel free to be all of you and magnetize to you what matches your vibe.


You’re doing this already – magnetizing.

So, if what you’re experiencing doesn’t feel good, it’s about what’s happening inside you.

No outer action can change that.  You’ve got to go in.

11.12.2019

When you freeze at taking the next step –

– parts within you that are fearful, limited, self-doubting, and insecure will rise up and revolt.

Revolt against participating in anything that will bring you beyond your comfort zone.

These inner parts will revolt by creating drama, chaos, distraction.

Once you’ve made a choice to participate in an activity that will bring you beyond your comfort zone you might hear stories and excuses as to “I don’t have the money, it’s not the right time, I’m too busy…”


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At one point, these shadow aspects were created for your survival. But, they’re actually keeping you from what you want.

So, as you take action towards going beyond your comfort zone, the stories, drama, and excuses will kick up to divert you.

Your awareness of this is your power to make choices that support the life and person you say you want to be.

Integrate these aspects and you’ll discover they hold gifts for you as well.

11.4.2019

Are you in your own way?

10.23.2019

Why you are not selling

In this replay from a Facebook Live, I share about –

“Why your intangible (coaching, healing, readings) products aren’t selling.

Chocolate Chip Cookies and Energy Healing, Mindset Coaching, Magic Mentorship, Tarot and Other Readings…”

Hint: It is not by creating something new.

It’s all within YOU.

I share key points in how to get out of the way and let yourself be seen, recognized, and reimbursed for your art, healing, message – Wild Genius and Gifts that come natural and easy to you.

Thanks for watching, commenting, and sharing. I love hearing from you.

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Thanks again!
Kelly Ann

9.11.2019

Guilt: Poison to Your Purpose

Who are YOU to be happy, wealthy, fit, in love, free…living the life you desire? 

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🤯 It’s not that you aren’t deserving or worthy of the relationship, money, business, life you want… it’s the unfounded guilt about being happier than those around you – parents, family, friends…

🤯 It’s not that you’re afraid to share your message, healing or art… it is the unfounded guilt about the life you’ll create and have by showing up and sharing who you are. 

🤯 It’s not that you need another process, modality, or blueprint… it’s unfounded guilt about allowing life to be easy by using your Wild Genius and Natural Gifts that come easy to you. 

Your Purpose is about what matters to you. There isn’t anything you need to or should do other than be you. 

🌈 Naturally being you has a ripple effect on those who cross your path. 

There is a journey within you that is available to unfold – with ease

Yet, the human – along with programming and conditioning – has gotten in the way. 

The human parts that you can allow to fall away and let your life be about experiencing your Soul, Heart, Essence.

It’s the human parts that got caught up in things outside yourself and making them  matter more than what you think, truly desire, and feel. 

💣 Buying into unfounded guilt is taking responsibility for how another feels.

It’s not just the guilt… It is what’s under the guilt and what holds it all in place. 

And you operating your life and making choices from that space. 

You believe you’re not moving forward in life, love, money, business because you don’t know enough, aren’t worthy, don’t deserve… 

All false and stemming from unfounded guilt. 

You can change your mind about guilt. But, if your circumstances don’t change, there is something under the guilt keeping you from allowing yourself what you desire. 

It’s a mindfuck. 🙊

You can be doing all the things and be going nowhere. 🌪

I see you show up and try so hard to share who you are and get engagement. 

It all feels hard because there is an inner battle that’s actually keeping you from having what you’re trying to hard to accomplish. 

It doesn’t matter if it’s love, money, business, health you desire… 

💥 If you have subconscious, underlying agreements UNDER unfounded guilt, you’re going to keep spinning in circles – going nowhere. 

💥 You can do all the things but, if the reality of having it is opposed to your inner agreements, nothing is going to come to fruition. 

➡️ If your comfort zone is no longer comfortable and you’re done spinning in circles and being stuck in patterns, let’s pluck the core out of what’s keeping you locked in. 

Embodied Mastery.

You and I together for 6 weeks where I’ll identify the core belief and attachment preventing you from the forward momentum, flow and soul living you know is possible but, can’t seem to lock into. 

With the cog in the wheel cleared, it is all about your creation. 

Your purpose flows through, creativity expands, confidence exudes, motivation and inspiration set free.

In this work, incomes have tripled 💸💰💵, dreams implemented 🎨, ideas birthed, opportunities manifested ❤️…

It’s like taking the boulder out of the way and allowing the river to flow through. 

🌊 What life is ready to flow through you?

Message me to apply or ask your question. There are six spots currently available. We start Friday, 9/13 (3 days!). 

There is also a sacred retreat option – with the course or on its own. The retreat is in CT 9/20-9/22.

Details in this link

With the programming and conditioning cleared out of the way, who is the YOU underneath it all?  

What matters most to YOU? 

That’s your Purpose. ⬆️

2.19.2019

Empower. What is possible for you?


A distraction to your growth and expansion is when you become involved in the details of the chaos created to bring forth the annihilation of your limitations, fears, and blocks.

The chaos isn’t a ‘bad’ thing.  It is showing you what you are aligned with and what you are available for.

The chaos is an indication you’re going through an up level.

All the chaos is leading you and making available to you energy to use and create the changes you seek#energyalchemy

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Life is perfectly designed to bring you what you ask for – to guide you to be the person you say you want to be, and to align you with the love, money, business you desire.

But, you’ve got to let the chaos do its thing. Allow the limitations and fears to be annihilated, be guided into alignment with your vision, and become the person who lives this up leveled life.

New arrives through the annihilation of what no longer serves you.

The annihilation of the aspects of you that

  • abandon yourself,
  • keep yourself in victim mentality,
  • have you people pleasing,
  • don’t allow your desires to be fulfilled,
  • are focused on lack,
  • are dragged down by fear…

These aspects must be annihilated for you to go next level. For you to be the person you say you want to be and live the life you say you want to live.

And, if you are here to bring transformative work to the world and guide others through their healing and next level, you’ve got to be able to hold the expanded vibration yourself.

When you alchemize the limiting aspects, beliefs, and fears, you become open to all possibilities – beyond what your limited mind was tuned into. You become empowered to make choices that bring you to the next level.  You remember how truly powerful you are.

It is not the other way around.

You see, you need to become the person first, THEN the experiences manifest and align to match who YOU are.

Super Full Moon

I’ve been annihilated so many times… I barely recognize my past self. If you knew me then, you don’t know me now.

I’ve struggled my way through.  I’ve been pulled into the undertow of emotions.  I’ve gotten caught up in the chaos for hours, days, weeks, months.  I was stuck in patterns of pain and struggle.

I learned a way through.  An easier way.

I learned how to use the chaos showing up in my experiences as a guide to what I was in alignment with and available for.  I learned how to take the energy stirred up from the chaos, emotions, and pain and alchemize it for creation and my evolution.

I didn’t always know these things.  I thought I was at the mercy of what was happening to me and working hard to resolve the issue at hand – the relationship, boss, bank account, body, etc.  I believed the answers and resolution were outside of me.  I sought and searched through the struggle – always knowing there was more and better available.

I never gave up on myself and I found my way.

I’ve transmuted the limiting beliefs of not being enough.  I’ve remembered my power and pulled it back from the people and things outside of me.  I alchemized my vibrational frequency beyond the trauma, heartbreak and pain from my past.  I learned to use energy to create.  I shifted my perspectives and my life changed.

If you are like me and know deeply more and better is available and possible for you, join me in a six week one on one journey of identifying your biggest block (shifting this shifts ALL areas of your life) and learning to use energy to create the shifts you’re ready for.  No longer getting pulled into the chaos but, taking the chaos and directing the energy into creation.

EMPOWER 

6 weeks 1:1 – you and I, private mentoring, 24/7 access.  Me in your back pocket through your 6 weeks of evolution, change, and uplevel.  Click this link for investment information and to apply. 

Due to the level of support and energy exchange, spaces are limited. 

For the fierce Healer, Leader and Mentor ready to come out of hiding, stop flying under the radar, and align with the powerful aspects already within you to create the ripple effect you’re here to bring to the world.

Empower is for you if you are ready to release the root fears that hold you back, alchemize the energy of your inner shadow aspects, transmute the underlying triggers that keep you trapped.

We’ll fire your ego from working your spiritual evolution, healing, and expansion process.

We’ll get to the root of your biggest barrier, block, and limitation that has been in your way and making things so hard so you can move forward with ease and allow in all you’ve been struggling to make happen for yourself and your life.

We’ll clear out the energetic chaos, subliminal programming, and subconscious beliefs that have you anchored to your current reality and take quantum leaps into the experiences you’ve only tapped into through your dreams.

You’ll have the clarity, confidence, and courage to take those next steps.

Because when you shift what is within, everything around you shifts to meet you there. 

It is already always happening. Is it time you took charge of what your experience looks and feels like?

Applications open on March 4th. 

Here is the link to apply and investment information.

Have questions? Message me through the link or hello at kellyanncory dot com.  

2.19.2019

Triggers lead to empowerment


If you aren’t triggering your clients, you are failing them.

Your clients are not going to receive the level of healing, expansion and up-leveling they desire if you are concerned about being nice and having your clients feel good all the time.

Put it this way… Let’s say I see you are about to walk into oncoming traffic with a huge tracker trailer coming at you.  Do you want me to whisper softly “hey, sweetie, get out of the way hun.”

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Or would you rather I yell “WATCH OUT!!” and be jolted into awareness to get out of the way?

It really is the same with ego, pain body and limitations running your client’s growth and expansion process.

If you aren’t saying the TRUTH to your clients, if you are not saying the HARD things and pointing out the pink elephants in their life, it is EXACTLY why they haven’t gotten off the hamster wheel, out of self-sabotaging behaviors, healing their trauma, or breaking their limiting money, health and love patterns.

You are not doing any service to another by bringing comfort to their wound, shadow or fear.  Your role is to guide your client into their truth and beyond their fears, insecurities, and limitations.

You have to be strong enough to handle their unraveling and not take it personally.

What keeps you from telling the hard truths is you haven’t worked through your people pleaser, victim aspects.  Your underlying shadow aspects are running your business.

Underneath, you’re worried if you say something that triggers your client, they’ll tell other people, no one will come to you, you won’t be liked, you wont get paid, your business will fail… So, you play nice.

And maybe your business is already failing and exactly why it has been so hard to create success and consistency or why you haven’t gotten yourself outside your own comfort zone and doing the things you know you need to be doing.

Your shadow is running the show.

If you haven’t worked through your own triggers, you cannot hold space for another to move through theirs.  And when another gets triggered by you, it will throw you into a loop. 

When you are solid in who you are, have worked through your triggers, your work is going to be way more impactful and sought after.

If you are the one who gets triggered, what do you do with it?  Do you cower back into your tortoise shell and blame, lash back, walk away from the gold that is right in front of you?  Giving your power to the thing or person outside of you to decide how you feel and what you do about it?

Your trigger is your treasure. 

Your trigger shows you where you are trying to protect a limited part of yourself.  Where you are defending your wounds rather than allowing the healing.  Where you are protecting a dysfunctional part of you you’ve hidden from yourself.

It is a call for healing and expansion.

The discomfort of your trigger is temporary.  Taming your trigger, placating it, numbing it out or avoiding it holds it within you – until someone or something else comes along to trigger your awareness.  And the cycle repeats over and over and over again until you get it out by the roots.

You can be free from triggers and the underlying fears and limitations that hold them in place. It is exactly why the person or experience came in and triggered you..

To trigger you into freedom.

If you are ready to be FREE, I have something special I have created for this energy of change and transformation and TRIGGER we are in…

EMPOWER 

6 weeks 1:1 – you and me.

This is for the fierce badass, rebel, magical beings who are ready to come out of hiding, stop flying under the radar, and align with the powerful aspects already within you.

Empower is for you if you are ready to release the root fears that hold you back, alchemize the energy of your inner shadow aspects, transmute the underlying triggers that keep you trapped.

We’ll fire your ego from working your spiritual evolution, healing, and expansion process.

We’ll get to the root of your biggest barrier, block, and limitation that has been in your way and making things so hard so you can move forward with ease and allow in all you’ve been struggling to make happen for yourself and your life.

We’ll clear out the energetic chaos, subliminal programming, and subconscious beliefs that have you anchored to your current reality and take quantum leaps into the experiences you’ve only tapped into through your dreams.

You’ll have the clarity, confidence, and courage to take those next steps.

Because when you shift what is within, everything around you shifts to meet you there. 

It is already always happening.  Is it time you took charge of what your experience looks and feels like?

We begin March 4th. 

Those who register by March 1st receive a guided healing meditation recorded by me with the energy and vibration of healing and liberation. 

Message me through the link or hello at kellyanncory dot com for the details to ensure Empower is a good fit for what you’re ready for. 

11.6.2018

Is your shadow blocking you?


You know the same relationship patterns you keep having… Same issue, different person? Shadow.

Start a health regime and self sabotage it? Shadow.

Not quite making enough money? Shadow.

Have business ideas but don’t follow all the way through or quit right before launch? Shadow.

Your unintegrated shadow is what holds the negatively impactful patterns in place.

Integrate your shadow and the patterns shift.

Behind what you reject and project are the gifts, talents, successes you seek.

 

Join a group of badasses determined to no longer allow themselves to be in their own way – You are the Medicine : Shadow season group closes in 2 days.

Members are already identifying their shadow, having ah-ha moments and receiving Soul channeled guidance to move through.

When you integrate parts of you, you’re in touch with ALL of you.

2 BONUS 1:1 30 minute 🔥 sessions with me left. Join now to snag yours. Here is your link to join.

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