Entries Tagged as 'Holistic Health and Healing'

11.6.2018

3 signs your shadow kicked in


I got my ass kicked a bit. Each time, and I don’t know that it has to be this way, I’m about to take a quantum leap, anything limiting and everything not aligned with the next level me, comes up for clearing and transmuting.

Abandonment. Can you relate?

If so, you’ve:
• Been left,
• Had relationships you didn’t want to end comes to conclusion,
• Not had your needs met,
• Put in your all and the other just walks away,
• Not been seen for who you are, been rejected for being you,
• Not been included, invited, thought of,
• Still holding on to another because you’re afraid to feel alone…

Abandonment appears to be a part of what I’m here to transcend and transmute.

You see, when I found out a plan was in place and I wasn’t invited to participate, it was like Freddie Krueger’s knife fingers went into my heart and tore down through my entire torso.

For real. That’s how painful it felt.

Emotional wounds can feel as painful as pouring alcohol on an open physical cut. Would you agree?

When we have deep, core wounds, we develop shadow aspects to either protect, reject or project the wounds.

It is why so many avoid their shadow and wounds.

The wound being so painful, you don’t want to have to feel it EVER AGAIN.

That’s where your shadow kicks in.

Your shadow PROTECTS the wound by avoiding everyone and everything that would potentially trigger or poke your wound.

This manifests as isolation (not always a bad thing) and energetic walls around you keeping people out and, keeping you from doing things you want and being with people you want to be with.

You REJECT the wound by disregarding it’s existence. Ignoring the negative experiences in your life and bypassing the feelings you have.

This erupts in bursts of emotional expression – anger, anxiety, overwhelm, fear, depression… Physically manifesting in aches, pains, illness, etc.

You PROJECT the wound into the world and it mirrors back to you through life circumstances and your interactions in relationships.

The very thing you’re trying to avoid reflecting right back at you.

Initially, I attempted to try and convince the other person involved to understand my point of view about not being included.

Like a bull in a china shop.

Yeah, I didn’t handle it the best. My shadow kicked in and with all its armor and fighting gear at the forefront to protect the abandonment wound triggered by feeling left out of something I deemed important.

After reflection, I saw I had projected my story of abandonment onto the other so I could release the energy and story within.

The heavy energy. The limiting story.

I took at look at the truth of this old story…

—> Can I really be abandoned?

—> How do I abandon myself?

That’s a start to integrating your shadow.

The gift of integrating the shadow is what I’ve learned from all the abandonment experiences.
– discernment
– boundaries
– speaking my truth
– taking care of me
– self trust… and more.

The learnings may be different for you.

The point is integrating shadow is about –

: reclaiming all parts of you and coming into balance,
: transcending the limitations and embracing the empowerment your life experiences are bringing forth,
: detaching from the circumstances and going within and making adjustments,
: Diving into what you’re avoiding… because on the other side is the breakthrough.

Integrating your shadow holds the key to what you seek.

It’s not outside you, it’s within. And you are THAT clever and powerful.


Doors to You are the Medicine close tomorrow. Identify your shadow, integrate, and expand… what we’ll be doing over the course of the month.

Divine downloads and Soul channeled guidance for you to break your limited thinking and the patterns you continue to repeat.

Ready to be free? There are two 30 minute BONUS 1:1 calls with me left. Grab yours now.

11.6.2018

Shadow Season – your projection


We are in Scorpio season or what I call Shadow 🖤 season.

The shadow is an aspect of yourself that you deny and project into other people. It is linked back to an inner fear of sorts.

Your projection manifests in your life experiences.  <— click for video short

Don’t get caught up in the stories of what is happening. Look at what you are projecting and perceiving.

Life is happening FOR you.

Do you want to break the patterns and stop repeating some of this malarkey and mind fuckery?

Integrate your Shadow.

11.6.2018

Top 3 reasons to integrate your SHADOW


(there are many more!):

1. There is more of YOU available with your shadow aspects integrated and positive aspects embraced.

There are gifts, talents, wisdom, creativity, power, confidence, vision, mission, etc that become clear and available to you as you integrate your shadow aspects.

You cannot hold back some parts of you without holding back others.

You are perfectly designed. Let the world see all of you.

2. Your Soul won’t allow you to hold back much longer.

It is harder to repress, hold back and push down parts of who you are naturally and effortlessly than it is to let yourself be a full expression.

As you resist, life becomes more challenging.

Surrendering to Soul and integrating your shadow drops you into life of flow rather than fighting the tide.

3. What you seek is within.

Who you are and what you desire is beyond the stories and limitations.

The subconscious shadow holds limiting stories, past pains, and buried beliefs in place.

All that occurred in your past has been a part of your Divine design. Let go of the circumstances.

Beyond it ALL allows what you seek to become more apparent and available to you.

You are the Medicine group doors CLOSE Wednesday, November 7th (New Moon).

Join us for 4 weeks of channeled guidance and soul growth support.

We’ll begin with identifying your shadow aspects, integrate your shadow, and move into your fullest expansion – beyond what you have yet to imagine (because your shadow has been blocking your efforts!).

10.31.2018

Projection is your ego’s protection


What you project on another is a part of yourself you are rejecting.

If you’re needing another to change so you’ll feel better, that’s another sign of your projection.

All the chaos will manifest outside of you to trigger what is within you.

Be the Queen / King of your universe and claim back your truth.

The projection is a lie. You project it so you can see it more clearly and remember your truth.

It’s not them. It’s you.

Integrate your shadow and set yourself free of patterns that aren’t serving you.

This Thursday the You are the Medicine group opens. We’ll begin identifying your shadow aspects then integrate these pieces.

What’ll you’ll also discover is gifts, talents, clarity and more become available through your shadow integration.

Because you can’t deny some parts of you without denying others. 

Then we’ll have the remainder of the month exploring the next level you.

Four weeks together with Divine download, channeling your Soul and guidance for your way in and through.

There are 5 bonus calls available. This call is nearly the value ($120) of the whole group course ($150).

Register now to grab a 30 minute one on one session with me where I’ll identify the core issue in your biggest challenge and reset your vibration to where you say you want to be. There are 5 left.

These sessions have been said to BLAST through years of stuckness and provide mind blowing CLARITY with forward momentum that carries through – beyond the session.

The work inside the group will continue to support your expansion.

10.24.2018

Full Moon Energy Alchemy & Quantum Healing for Transformation – Live event 10/25/18


Have you been feeling super challenged lately? 
* Has life been handing you more than you feel like you can handle?
* Have you had a recent breakdown (or a few)?
* Does it seem like everything is changing and you’re not sure what to do?
* Would you like some support, guidance and clearing around what is up for you?

Major clearings are happening providing you with phenomenal opportunities for growth, healing, and quantum leaps.

(ready to register? click here)

The clearings, expansion and healing can make life feel a little chaotic and challenging to manage everything arising at the same time.

All the life chaos and relationship triggers are guiding and supporting you to your next level experience and changes you are ready for.

When the ego or personality gets in the way, it is like a metaphysical door being slammed shut on what you have been calling forth.

Don’t close the door! Take advantage of this time and energy to bring you forward and expand.

Join Kelly Ann, Energy Alchemist and Clairvoyant Healer, through a guided group journey and transformative experience offering the healing, clarity, and expansion.

Inside a sacred field of energy, Kelly Ann will guide you through a meditation and energy clearing inviting you to connect deeply within and have access to the all knowing part of yourself.

The quantum field and energetic vibration you’ll be guided to align with is where all possibilities exist – some you have yet to imagine!

What are you ready for? How good can you allow it to be?

This experience is in good alignment with you if:
:: you’re feeling stuck in a cycle or pattern and ready for support through it,

:: you can sense there is something in your way and ready to release and up-level your energy and experience,

:: you are looking for clarity, guidance and direction on what is occurring in your life experience and how you can use it to support your healing and growth,

:: have been through some challenging times and want to clear the energy, and align with what is for your highest and best good,

:: feel wonderful and want to deepen your inner connection and expand your consciousness into all possibilities,

:: want to be a part of collective positivity, high vibes, and inside a sacred field and space of energy…

When two or more are gathered with positive intention and loving thoughts directed, anything and everything is possible in the way of healing and personal transformation.

Ready? Here are the details:

WHEN: Thursday, October 25, 2018

TIME: 7:00 – 8:30 pm
(please arrive on time or a bit sooner to get settled)

WHERE: 72 Center St, Southington, CT 06489
Phone: 860-919-3993

COST: $25 via PayPal
(super low intro price! for a healing and experience at this level)

$30 cash at the door
(still wildly reasonable!)

BRING: If you’d like to be laying down, bring a blanket, pillow, yoga mat, eye mask – whatever you need for your comfort.

Chairs will also available.

Please do not wear perfume.

Questions?
Email Kelly Ann at hello at kellyanncory dot com

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10.18.2018

Relationship Triggers, Mirrors… and what its all for


I did a live transmission on Facebook with my friend Jordan at his space – Heaven on Earth Healing Center – in Southington, Connecticut.  You can watch the replay here or click the picture.

We had a conversation about Triggers, Mirrors, and the opportunities for growth, evolution, and healing life is presenting through them.

We’re in profound energy… Take advantage of the opportunity!

EVENT
If you are in the Connecticut area, I am doing an in-person Full Moon Energy Alchemy & Quantum Healing for Transformation group session on Thursday, October 25th.

Here is the link with all the details for the event in CT.

10.16.2018

The break before the breakthrough


Has it been intense for you? Have you wanted to throw in the towel? Quit it all? Set fire and walk away?

It’s part of your next level process.

It is your inner limitations popping up as you’re breaking through patterns.

Many stop right there, get caught up in the chaos and allow the circumstances to become a distraction.

It’s easy to quit.

What it takes to get next level you and allow the life you want in is perseverance, courage and trust.

Do you trust yourself?

From the start we have been conditioned to believe the authority is outside ourselves. The thing we need is outside of us.

Limited thinking conditioning 101.

But, you’re here to break that. You want more. You KNOW more is possible. Yet, you can’t seem to break through.

You’re not doing it ‘wrong’.

You just may need a shift in perspective, a reminder of who you really are, and a helping hand from someone who has been through it all before.

I mean, isn’t it so much easier to see once you’re through it? But, when you’re in the thick of it, it is hard to see clarity or make sense.

It is not necessarily about breaking the limiting thought patterns as it is about choosing.

When life brings chaos, it’s a good chance you’re getting an upgrade and opportunity for you to choose next level you.

Here’s the thing…. You don’t need the chaos! You can simply keep choosing for yourself.

What do you *really* want??

Because underneath the choosing is the limiting beliefs and subconscious patterns.

And… what you seek, you will find.

So, why not seek more of what you want to experience vs seeking what is holding you back?

You always get what you look for.

When people find their way to my work, the biggest challenge is them having CLARITY of what they want.

They’re unclear in their purpose, what they really want in their romantic relationship a should they leave / stay, they’ve been doing their business someone else’s way and things aren’t flowing… Lots of confusion.

Life can’t bring you what you don’t know you want.

So, this throwing in the towel and quitting it all… You’re likely being given the opportunity to toss out some limitations and stinkin’ thinking and POWER up to choosing.

:: What if it could be easy?

:: What if all the inner stories, fear and limitations didn’t have the power over you?

:: What if you felt inner peace in surrender and allowing life to come to you?

It begins with CHOICE.

If you keep choosing from the same mindset, you’re going to get what you always got.

Choose from your future self. The one already living the reality you desire.

What fear is below the surface of you boldly choosing?

– Not good enough?
– Don’t have enough?
– Afraid you’ll fail?
– Afraid you’re heart will be broken again?
– Afraid of succeeding?
– Afraid of having it easier than others?

I’ve had those (and more). What I’ve come to know is the bold choice, clearing the chaos, feeling the fear, grounding into my power… is all very much worth the temporary discomfort of the moment.

So much better than continuing to live a life held back (by my own self).

Don’t let your mind tell you how hard things are or how you can’t or don’t have enough…

If it’s in your heart, it’s possible. But, if you’re not clear or boldly choosing, you’ll remain in the default settings.

Ready to upgrade? Let it be easy?

My superpower is dialing in on the fears and clearing all that been in your way. Then I bring you to remembering who you are – at your core. I clear the clutter to clarity. I connect with your Soul and channel the guidance and next steps you need to take to align with what you’re ready for.

I would not be where I am today without the support of many talented Healers and Guides. I’m pretty strong minded and stubborn. It is how I know the to guide others through their inner barriers and boldly choose more an better for themselves.

What are you ready for?

I have individual and group sessions available. Message me with where you are now and for what you’re ready for.

Are you choosing YOU?

See you on the other side!

8.26.2018

Soul Aligned Living – group course

I hate bursting a clients ‘dream balloon’.   

Hear me out…  I absolutely believe if your beliefs are aligned with your desires, all is possible.

What I am talking about here is the ‘dream’ that has become a distraction from remembering your truth.

The ‘dream’ you were taught –

“When you attain this thing outside you, then you can be happy and deem yourself successful.”

  • when your business hits a certain mark
  • when you lose that weight
  • when you find the partner/lover/marriage
  • when you make the multi-figures
  • when you get the new ________

…then you can be happy. No!

Or in the case of a client… Their success marker was focused on their clients attaining a certain feeling due to them working together.  I silent measure of their success held solely under the control of the client only.

All the power and measure of success on something outside of my client and their control.

But, that is what many of us were taught – when we can make that ‘thing’ happen, attain the ‘success’, do the ‘thing’, then we can be happy.

Nope. That is some old spiritual paradigm pieces dissolving.

Be happy first.  Live your pleasure. Do the things you enjoy. The rest follows.

Do you want to know the secret the successful, happy ones know and practice?

They know it begins within first.  Feel it first.  See it, align with it, allow it.  From within. 

They know it is their belief in the results they desire that aligns and guides them to have their desired experiences.  

How do I know they know? Because I work with them. I am their best-kept secret. Probably mostly because many of them had to do their craft, art, creations in the dark.

But now… no more hiding in the dark, not allowing yourself to play full out, holding back out of fear…. It is safe for you to be seen.  Nothing outside of you decides your value – you do.  You don’t have to look a certain way to follow your dreams and desires.  There is no having to ‘get it right’ when you’re doing you. 

I have seen you all along.

I’ve been waiting for your readiness.  I only take on the fierce who are determined to remember and reclaim their power.  

You used to be able to hide.  But now, life is not letting you escape the calling.

I’ve been down this road of needing to release what I thought my dreams were and let it all go.  I’ve also been in the space of not living my art, my expression, my joy, my way. 

When you are trying to escape your calling or avoiding your dreams, it is like a piece of you dying. But, don’t let that stop you. There is so much MORE of you and available for you through the integration of you and your soul. 

Are you ready to let your soul shine through? 

New circle forming September 1.

Four weeks together cultivating your soul aligned dream. The thing that is true for YOU. The way you want to do it, have it be it.

  • To feel grounded in being your full, authentic, real self. 
  • Enjoy all the fun stuff that happens for you when there is real alignment. Alignment with what is true for YOU.
  • Things become easier, life flows to you, what you need arrives, who you need to meet comes…

New group, 31 days, live streams, channeled messages, intuitive soul guidance.

Join us for 4-week immersion into you, your soul, your journey… #soulalignedliving

It is time to harvest all you have cultivated.

Do note – I will burst all your ‘bullshit dream bubbles’ that are not working for you.  I’ll bring you out of any haze keeping you from remembering what is true for you.

You’ll:

  • tap back into your deep truth,
  • clear up your confusion,
  • get clear direction and next steps,
  • uplevel your vibration,
  • transcend any limitations in your subconsciousness,
  • and other unspeakable transcendence and magic

Serious freedom seekers and high-level consciousness players need to consider.

Join us for all the magic #soulaligned living can do for you.


Soul Aligned Living: Harvest Time

  • Two live transmissions – monthly themes ($111)
  • Individual Energy Readings and
  • Intuitive Soul Guidance ($240)

BONUS: one, 30 minute private 1:1 laser focus call ($120)

Effective 8/27, the first 5 in the group by 9/3 receive the current bonus.

  • Total value = $471

Your investment – $150

What?!? You might want to jump in now before I realize the insanity of this offer.

Your responsibility

  • Show up for yourself.
  • Fully participate in your experience.
  • Be responsible for the energy you bring to the group.
  • Interact with the group – share and allow yourself to be seen.
  • Ask for what you need.

This group is as close to doing one on one work with me and the value is beyond measure.  This price is subject to change in future series.

Cancellation – Anytime.  Simply email me 48 hours in advance in order to not be charged for the next cycle.  No exceptions.

 


 

 

 

 

 


 

7.30.2018

Are you feeling anxious?


Me too. Low level anxiety is what one may call this. Something running under the surface, not feeling quite right, sea legs, like learning to ride a new bike…

From a metaphysical perspective, it is our systems adjusting to the releases and integrations it’s been through – the last few days in particular.

• presence
• breath
• fulfilling needs
• honoring soul
• maintaining neutral vibe
• body movement
• hydration

Moment to moment choosing for your highest and best good.

Do that thing, honor your needs, make choices aligned with your vision and who you are becoming.

It’s happening. Now.

You are the medicine.

7.13.2018

Heart wide open


Raw, naked, vulnerable… 

Like I was breathing in and out directly from my heart.

My tender heart sitting there wide open.

Things no longer there to protect it.

Protection that once had a purpose but, now a barrier.

I get why. And why others would do the same.

Walking around this wide open is not always met. Walls feel safe. But also keep things out.

In letting it go, there is no putting it back.

This is SO next level surrender.

As my heart is free and breathes, 
~ I am met.
~ Magic shows up.
~ Connections are deep.
~ Love is all around.

I am my medicine.

You are your medicine.

I invite you to allow the walls and armor around your heart to drop.  Open up to the magic.  It is not as scary as you’ve been told.

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